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Hebe - Ji Mo Ji Mo Jiu Hao (寂寞寂寞就好)

2011-01-02T16:38:00.002+08:00

Ji Mo Ji Mo Jiu Hao

还是原来那个我
hai shi yuan lai na ge wo
不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦
bu guo liu diao ji gong shen lei suo yi bian shou
对着镜子我承诺
dui zhe jing zi wo cheng nuo
迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容
chi zao wo hui huan zhe zhang lian yi dui xiang rong
不算什么爱错就爱错
bu xuan shen me ai cuo jiu ai cuo
早点认错早一点解脱
zao dian ren cuo zao yi dian jie duo
我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
这时候谁都别来安慰拥抱
zhe shi hou shei dou bie lai an wei yong bao
就让我一个人去痛到
jiu rang wo yi ge ren qu tong dao
受不了想到快疯掉死不了就还好
shou bu liao xiang dao kuai feng diao si bu liao jiu hai hao
我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
ni zhen de bu yong lai wo hui yi li wei xiao
我就不相信我会笨到
wo jiu bu xiang xing wo hui ben dao
忘不了赖着不放掉
wang bu liao lai zhe bu fang diao
人本来就寂寞的借来的都该还掉
ren ben lai jiu ji mo de jie lai de dou gai huan diao

我总会把你戒掉 Oh WU Oh
wo zhong hui ba ni jie diao oh wu oh

还是原来那个你
hai shi yuan lai na ge ni
是我自己做梦你又改变什么
shi wo zi ji zuo meng ni you gai bian shen me
再多的爱也没用
zai duo de ai ye mei yong
每个人要每个人的孽障因果
mei ge ren yao mei ge ren de nie zhang yin guo
会有什么什么都没有
hui you shen me shen me dou mei you
早点看破才看得见以后 OH
zao dian kan po cai kan de jian yi hou OH
我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
这时候谁来都别来安慰拥抱
zhe shi hou shei lai dou bie lai an wei yong bao
就让我一个人去痛到
jiu rang wo yi ge ren tong dao
受不了想到快疯掉死不了就还好
shou bu liao xiang dao kuai feng diao si bu liao jiu hai hao
我寂寞寂寞就好
wo ji mo ji mo jiu hao
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
ni zhen de bu yong lai wo hui yi li wei xiao
我就不相信我会笨到
wo jiu bu xiang xing wo hui ben dao
忘不了赖着不放掉
wang bu liao lai zhe bu fang diao
人本来就寂寞的我总会把你戒掉
ren ben lai jiu ji mo de wo zhong hui ba ni jie diao

English translation:

It’s still the same me, just that I’ve lost weight after shedding a few litres of tears
Facing the mirror I promise that someday I’ll return this face a bunch of smiles

It’s no big deal to love the wrong person
The earlier I admit the mistake, the earlier I’ll free myself

Just let me be lonely, lonely, at this time don’t think of comforting or hugging me
Just let me endure this pain alone till I can’t take it, think of you till I go crazy
If I can’t die from this, then it’s alright

Just let me be lonely, lonely, you really don’t have to enter my memories and smile
I refuse to believe that I’m so stupid that I can’t forget you, sticking to you and not letting go
People are lonely from the beginning, we should return all that are borrowed

I will eventually wean off you

It’s still the same you, it was me dreaming that you’ve ever changed
It’s no use no matter how much love there is, karma applies to everyone

What is there? There’s nothing at all
Seeing the light earlier, allows me to see the future

This song is just so EmO :-(

Sharing is Caring

2010-12-29T19:58:00.004+08:00

Curious bout my title? Trying to figure out what does my title exactly means? Don't worry... I'll let you know bout it. Just be patient. Hmmm... What I'm going to share is a real life joke. REAL LIFE JOKE? Yesh! Joke can make a person laugh and besides that, I'm sure all of you heard before that 'Laughter is the BEST medicine' rite? Thus, I care bout all of you and so I'm here to share a joke. Arghhh.. I don't know why am I explaining so much bout SHARING is CARING. *LOL* Anyway, this joke that I'm about to type out is related to city, village and cow. I was having my 'tea break time' or whatever you call that with two of my classmates. So, we were busy chatting or rather gosipping bout something (it's secret) *LOL* and suddenly, one of my classmates told me this..

Classmate: You know.. Once, I went travelling with my friends and it's a village. So there's not much of facilities yet. We have to cycle from one place to another. While we were cycling and busy looking at the scenery, a friend of mine asked me 'What's that?'. I looked at the place that he pointed out and you know what... I saw a cow. So I told him 'Can't you see? It's a cow. Have you not see a cow before?' He replied 'A cow?!' I said 'Yes!' He replied 'Oh I see... Nope.. Never seen before.'

I was like sweat. So 'JAKUN'. *LOL*

The MORAL of the story is city people always said that whoever came from villages are 'jakun' but in fact they're more like 'jakun'. Hahaaa... BUT.. There's an exception.. You can't blame them cause yea.. It's kinda true.. Where can you see cows wandering around in the city? I totally forgotten bout that too. I have only seen cows wandering like nobody business in my village but not in the city. :-D Ok.. That's all. Enjoy... ^____^

Thank you for your attention!

Christmas!

2010-12-26T18:02:00.006+08:00

Heeellloooo everyone! It's Christmas time! Jingle Bell Jingle Bell Jingle Bell ROCK! Hahaa.. I'm having a great time during this season greeting.. What about you? Hopefully the same goes to you.. It's been a decade ever since I updated my last post.. Thousands of apologies.. Updating blog really need consistency and hard work and too bad.. I don't really have those.. It's ok. Will update whenever I feel like doing it.. Okaayy? Anyway, I love Christmas! I got presents from my aunt's staffs and not to forget.. someone special.. It was my first time celebrating Christmas with that special person.. Not much activity.. but yea.. I did enjoyed myself to the MAX! Thanks for everything and the card.. I like it.. It's so 'original'.. Everything you wrote in it can never be found else where.. Thank you.. Muacks! In addition to that, I'm so glad that my mom and brother came all the way from my hometown to meet me and brought me to Genting Highland.. Appreciate it with all my heart! Besides that, I went to my cousin's church.. It was in mandarin service and I couldn't participate in the praise and worship because I couldn't read the words... but never mind.. Thanked God.. at least there's a few christmas songs and ta da! I could sing along with them... Heheee... There were sketches and guess what? I was in it! Curious? Well, the sketch is about a rich and powerful man who wants to invite some people to attend a feast organised by him.. The people who were invited promised to come but in the end they didn't because they were busy with their own thing and so they never go to the feast.. The rich man was upset and asked his man to called the lame, deaf, dumb and poor people to attend the feast.. and so they went.. but there's still a lot of empty spaces.. So the rich man called out to his man once more and ordered him to invite the rest villagers... and the villagers are those who visited the church for the first time which is me! Wow! I went up the stage with a few people and yesh! It was a feast.. There were fruits and snacks... I took a grape and I ate it... Lol! I even had a glass of ribena.. I was having so much fun and yea... I'm lovin' it! Thanks Theresa for bringing me to the church.. Thank you... heheee... And.. this afternoon, I made my own lunch.. SPAGHETTI! Of course, I couldn't manage it without a good helper.. Thanks for the help dude! and sorry for being impatient.. The result was kinda good for our first time.. Will cook spaghetti again next time and I'm pretty sure that the result will be much much BETTER! Last but not least Merry Christmas everyone! Joy to the world.. The Saviour reigns.. *singing*

P/s: Thank God for everything.. I love you!

Funny

2010-10-20T21:59:00.006+08:00

Someone posted this comments while chatting with me.. Just wanna share how funny this someone is... Lol! Anyway,these are only the extracts.

Someone:

two tiger two tiger run very fast run very fast

one din have ear one din have tail

very werid very werid

beca run very fast

atas duduk satu nenek

mau lima sen

dia bagi sepuluh sen

u say weid anot?

weird*

weird anot?

saya mau lime sen saja

tapi dia bagi saya sepuluh sen

hari ini saya untung 5 lima sen

jom

kita boleh makan besar hari ini

ME: ...

Someone:

ar san lun car run very fast

sang mien chouk ge lau tai tai

ar yao wuu mao

geh yiii kuai

ni suo chiiii kwai buu chiii kwai

don read

must sing word by word

imagine i am singing

THE END xD

Driving Experience

2010-09-20T23:33:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone! How's life so far? Remember what I said bout my driving thing? Oh yeah! It's still in the progress.. Haha.. Driving is kinda fun actually.. Tomorrow will be my 3rd lesson. Hope that I'll be able to improve my driving skills.. Do pray for me~ Thanks..

The goal

2010-09-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

Pheww~ Time for an update! Yup.. Exam has ended.. Holidays begin but not for me, gotta work during holiday.. And maybe for driving practise as well.. The goal during this holiday is to get my probationary license.. Ooo... Hopefully I can get my license as fast as possible.. Haha... All the BEST to me! ;-D

Final!

2010-08-18T17:04:00.005+08:00

Final is coming.. Guess.. I won't be blogging for some time. Don't miss me and those who are having exams, all the best to you and do your best! Study Study~

Nice weather

2010-08-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

Wooo.. It's a cool cool day today~ Haha... It's good to have someone to HUG on this weather. Don't you agree? ^.^

Random

2010-08-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

~I wanna go yum cha~ T.T

Cooking cooking

2010-08-16T21:24:00.005+08:00

Hello peeps! Haha... It's my first time cooking vegetable on my own. Taste so so lo for a first timer. Actually this is not my first time cooking, it's just that this time is on my own and without anyone assisting me. *Claps* Anyone wanna try my cooking? I'm willing to cook for you but under one condition. Make sure that you clean and wash everything up after the cooking and eating. Alrite? :-)

Ok. Back to studies. See you again. Muacks!

Words from God

2010-08-15T18:00:00.007+08:00

Prayer is very important to a Christian and it enable us to communicate with our Father in heaven. I went to church today and I received a bulletin from them. The first page talks about a powerful key to prayer. I felt a need to spread God's word regarding prayer and here I am doing it. I just wanna share something with all of you. For those who are not a Christian, you can read this just for some sort of knowledge or get to know what prayer is all about for a Christian. And for Christian, we usually pray alone but it would be better if you pray with the other fellow believers. Why I said this? Continue reading and you'll know the reason..

In the bible, there's a verse stating 'And I tell you more: whenever two of you on earth agree about anything you pray for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven. For where two or three come together in my name, I am there with them.' (Mt 18:19-20,TEV)

If you look at the Lord's Prayer, you'll see that it reflects praying together - "Our Father ... give us ... our daily bread ... forgive us our debts ... as we also have forgiven our debtors ... lead us not into temptation ... deliver us ..." (Mt 6:9-13,NIV)

Many of us miss out so much because only pray on our own. Yet, when Jesus gave us an outline for prayer, He spoke about praying together. There is power in group prayer.

If you're not praying with other believers, then you're not getting the support you need. You're missing out on one of the major benefits of being a Christian. Jesus says "Whenever two of you on earth agree about anything you pray for, it will be done for you by my Father in heaven. For where two or three come together in my name, I am there with them." (Mt 18:19-20,TEV) That's the power of praying with other people.

Ask yourself, "Who am I consistently praying with on a regular basis?" You may be saying you've never prayed with anybody before and it scares you to death. It's okay to start slowly: When you get together with five or six other friends, you don't have to pray if you don't want to; you can sit there and be quiet.

Then, after several weeks, as you become more comfortable, you can begin to participate more in the group's prayers. You'll find a new level of stability in your life.

If you've never prayed with other people, start by praying aloud when you're alone. I do most of my praying when I'm alone in my bedroom. Another suggestion is to pray at meals.

Praying together is one form of worshipping God.

-Most of the parts are extracted from Rick Warren's Devotional on Prayer, 17 April 2010-

Friendship

2010-08-15T17:41:00.006+08:00

I believe this title has become very common. You read essay bout this topic or even hear songs related to it. But still I would like to talk about it because I think it's something that is equally important to me besides my family. I might hurt my best friends and friends before without realizing how much hurt they have gone through. I never meant to do it and I sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart. All of you are very important to me as all of your presence in my life has made me who I am now. Thank you. For those who I seldom keep in touch right now, just wanna let you know that I've not forgotten about you. I remembered all of you in my heart. Some of you might have doubt that how is it possible that I would remember about you since I have not keep in touch with you. Well, it is the memories that makes me remember you people. There's this word that says 'day passes but memories remain'. It is so true that the memories that we had reminds me of you. I have many best friends and friends from young till this age. Different friends at different age but once friends, we always remained as a friend. We might meet again someday at different place and at a different situation. Things are going to be different for us but only one thing will be remain, our FRIENDSHIP. I really thank God for giving me this opportunity to be able to be your friend and I hope our friendship will last forever.

With love,WW.

Come and read

2010-08-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

Hey hey~ Wow! It's been quite awhile ever since I last blog. Haha... Hmmm... How's everyone? Hope that all of you are doing fine. Well, for me, life's kinda stress. Stress not because advanced dip. is difficult but stress because I don't know how to study the way an advanced dip. student should study... Sigh! Have not been hardworking the way I should be... Just that the study mood is not here yet.. Silly me. Shouldn't make it as an excuse. Just that me myself is pathetically lazy! Gosh! When will I ever change? Hopefully, there's something that will be able to motivate me. Anyway, been real busy recently. Gotta prepare for my presentation in lecture hall next week. Oh no~ Why me? Never mind. Shall take it as a challenge! Think on the positive side, this will help me to improve my speaking skills as well as building up my courage to speak in front of roughly 200 people. Wow! Not bad. Thanks to my tutor. Haha...

Ok. Shall blog again next time. Gotta go d. Wanna study - Have to even though I'm lazy - Bye readers! Jan ne! ^.^

Gratefulness

2010-05-26T20:39:00.002+08:00

Hello~ I'm back! Hmmm... Well,my results are out and guess what? I'm gonna graduate soon... Woo hoo! Thanked God for that... Seriously,if it's not for God's blessing,I don't think I'll be able to graduate... So praise the Lord for it! Amen~ ^-^

Exam

2010-04-16T20:44:00.002+08:00

Haha... I know it's a little bit too late to post this topic but I'm out of topic.. So.. Let this be an exception to me la.. Haha... Hmm... Exam... Well,I'm supposed to finished it 2 days ago but I'm not... Sigh~ One more paper to go and I shall be free from Dip.. Haha... Hopefully I can... PRM paper kinda tough to me cause I didn't prepare well.. All the blame goes to me... for being super duper LAZY~ Gosh! Laziness again.. Ya ya... What a LAZY person I am?! I pray that Yahweh will grant me that HOPE to pass my Dip. And I WILL~ Thank you Lord! I love you Jesus!

Untitled

2010-03-22T21:38:00.002+08:00

Woo Hoo~ Just wanna post for fun or else my blog will be dead again.. Ya.. AGAIN... Haha.. So in order to avoid this thing from happening,I gotta be more diligent.. Post whatever thing that comes into my mind lo.. Haha.. Even though it's crap... Wakakaka... Today I have my law coursework. Didn't really study for it la cause kinda lazy plus no mood... Argh~ This is my last semester and how can I say that??!! No mood??!! So?? Soon Wan Wei.. You gotta start finding your study mood or else you're in big trouble.. Ya.. BIG TROUBLE.. You know what I mean? Sigh~ Really hate it when this thing happens to me.. Well,most of us do feel like it.. Don't we? Ish! Lame XF~ While I'm cracking my brain trying to think what to type.. He distracts my attention.. Terrible... I'm kind enough to lend him my notes but he still wanna complain so much.. Emo you d la.. Herk!

Dreams

2010-03-19T13:56:00.003+08:00

I dreamt a lot recently~ Two days ago I dreamt bout some sort of war... I was standing around a corner looking at those 'soldiers' killing the men and forcing the women to hide themselves in the drain.. Sigh~ It felts so real that I was trembling.. Anyway, this morning I dream bout something that I'm most afraid of that it would happen... Can't mention what it is.. but to me.. it's more scarier compare to the first dream I have... Arghh~ Don't know why these weird dreams are getting into my peaceful sleeps. Pathetic~ Hopefully, I shall have no more bad dreams on the coming days.. Only sweet dreams.. ^-^

~ Juz scribbles ~

2010-03-17T00:02:00.004+08:00

Pheww~ Lama tak jumpa.. Haha.. *Aahh Chooo~~~* Ops.. Sorry.. Kinda dusty over here.. Hehe.. How's everyone? I'm good over here.. Busy dealing with my last sem in college. Can't wait to graduate but at the same time kind of feeling sad cause have to leave some of my dear friends. Well,I might not be that close to some of them but still we have been through these 2 years together rite? I'm sure there're some unforgettable memories left behind~ Anyway,time flies real fast.. Agree? It seems like yesterday when I first enter into college life without a single friend with me.. Sad to say but I'm all alone.. Most of my secondary friends further their studies in form 6,other local colleges and universities and even overseas. None of them enter into my college. Hmmm.. There is a few but they took different course la. So this is what I meant by all alone. Haha... Life was bored at first but slowly it turned to be fine.. I'm super duper glad to get to know these friends who have brought fun and excitement into my college life.. I 'mm sek tak' wanna leave them lo... *sob sob* Make sure we keep in touch ya.. Anything.. Just let me know.. Lol.. Last but not least, I'm PROUD to be in group 8~ Haha... XD

A Tiny Update

2009-12-24T12:40:00.003+08:00

Haha.. Wow~ I know... Can't believe it huh? It's been so long ever since I last blog.. Woahh.. So dusty.. Gotta clear away the dust d.. Haha... Well,hmmm... First of all,I would like to say.. Welcome back everyone to my wonderful blog! Woo Hoo~ *claps* I know all of you has been waiting for an update from me huh? Haha.. Ok ok... I know.. I'm just trying to be sarcastic.. Lol.. Ok.. Back here.. There're lots of things happened.. Some of them happened for a long long time ago and some recently.. Not gonna mention them as I know TIME is LIMITED.. Haha.. I need years just to finish typing them.. Lol.. Anyway,I would like to congratulate myself..I managed to enter into the 2nd audition.. Haha.. For your information, I have joined the Encore Urban organised by the Choir Society of my college.. Haha.. Just wanna check out whether I have the talent in singing not.. Looks like I have.. Lol. *syok sendiri* No matter what it is.. I would like to give all the glory and praises to the Lord.. Without Him, I don't think I can make it.. He gave me the courage and strength to walk into the 1st audition and Boom! I sang like an angel.. ^^ So the result is 'I PASSED!'. Haha.. Anyway,I'm in CITC now.. So bored.. Time passes so slow.. Sigh~ Lol.. It's Christmas Eve today! Woo Hoo~ Hope everyone enjoy it! Last but not least,Merry Christmas to all of you!!! *smile*

We'll be faithful

2009-11-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

Results

2009-10-21T11:07:00.003+08:00

The usual me will sleep till afternoon but today ( 21/10/09 ).. Surprisingly I woke up early.. Around 8 something.. Haha... Guess that I'm too nervous huh? Oh.. Btw,it's my results release date today.. Pheww... I was all tensed up.. Till I saw my results.. I gotta feeling.. I'm gonna pass all cause I can't feel the stress till today.. But my silly brain told me.. I don't think so cause you are super duper lazy in the previous semester.. Well,can't deny it.. It's true. All those last minute revisions really kills me.. I didn't even managed to revise all. Terrible. See.. How lazy am I? But it's ok. It's already over. This semester gotta do well. Full of motivation this semester. Woo hoo! A brand new me~Anyway,was so nervous waiting for my results to be release. The CITC people so not efficient la.. Swt.. Waited from 8 something till 9 something.. About an hour.. Sigh.. While waiting patiently,I spent some time talking to God telling Him that no matter what results I get,I shall be thankful for it. If it's good,then praise the Lord! If it's not what I've expected,I will still praise the Lord and strive to work harder this semester. No blames are to put unto anyone but me for not studying well. Instead of putting blame on myself,why don't I start encouraging myself to do even better. Right? And I got my results already... Hmm... I passed all! Thank you Lord Jesus!!! It's far better than what I've expected though I can do even better. Haha... Can't wait to celebrate it. Going Mcd later and after that,maybe kimchi?? Hehe... Can't expressed what I felt right now. I'm so happy. This is just the beginning. Gonna move along with the flow. Haha.. All the best people out there! ^^

Your Grace Is Enough by Chris Tomlin

2009-10-04T21:38:00.001+08:00

Back~

2009-10-04T20:34:00.005+08:00

Phewww... After all the cleaning and packing,finally I have some free time to update my blog.. Haha.. Though feeling tired when doing those 'house chores',the feeling of tiredness is wipe off when I look at my room and my stuffs. One word for myself: BRAVO. Hehe... It's clean and feels refreshing.. Haha.. No more dust nor dirt. Maybe I can be a good maid.. Hmmm,then I should take up this career.. Lol.. Well,Of course not that kind of Indonesian maid la.. I'm talking bout professional maid.. Yup! Pro-maid.. Hehe... Work with world richest and handsomest guy and maybe ended up getting married to him.. Ops! *Awake from my dream* Lol.. Anyway,I would like to talk bout my HOLIDAY in MELAKA! Woo Hoo~ It's been such a long time ever since I step into that historical city. Miss that place so much. *I'm sounded as if I'm a tourist* ><>

1st Day ( 19/9/09 )

Have exam on that day. After exam,went to KLCC and watched 'Where got ghost?' with YY,Annie,XF and MM zi. After that,meet up with the rest (other gang) and balik. As for me,I have to wait for Sharonne because I tumpang her car back to Melaka. To cut the story short, I reached Melaka around 8 something and meet up with my sister's friend,Asther. She fetched me to Pay Fong School because mom and sis having dinner there. Gave mom a surprise in the toilet.. Lol.. She doesn't know I'm BACK! Kudos to Asther and sis for doing a great job in helping to make my secret homecoming plan a SUCCESS! Lol.. After dinner,we went to Jonker Street. We walked as though we are tourists. Hehe.. Ate wantan mee and fried egg ice cream. Don't know what's that?? Hmm... It's ok.. Photos will be up right after this.

End of 1st day

2nd Day ( 20/9/09 )
Went to Carrefour for movie time~ Watch 'Tsunami at Hyundei' This movie is so touching. Highly recommended. Hehe...

End of 2nd day

3rd Day ( 21/9/09 )

Time for SAFARI!!! Since the A Famosa got promotion for the Water World,Safari Park and Cowboy Town... We decided to go for it. We choses Safari Park. I wanted to go to the Water World but too bad granny can't swim. Can't expect her to wear bikini and play water huh? Lol.. As for Cowboy Town,it's only held at night plus it's so noisy cause got lots of explosion and shooting. Therefore,last decision is SAFARI~ It's something like a zoo. The difference is it's muh better than zoo.. Lol.. Lame huh? Anyway,it's an hour trip from our place and we went there from 10 something till 5 pm. Bla bla bla... *Let the photos do the talking* I'm too lazy to type. Hehe.. Anyway,really enjoyed myself. This trip enables me to spend more time with my granny. So it's a day with no REGRET. Lol..

End of 3rd day

4th Day ( 22/9/09 )

Went to sing karaoke with my babysitter's family. So long didn't see them d. So I've decided to meet up with them. Miss them so much. Haha.. After singing session,we went to have our lunch. We ate fried kueh tiow~ One of the BEST in Melaka.. Lol.. Bla bla bla... I went home earlier because I got to meet my cousin later at the tol. Anyway,cousin from Kluang called up the day before and ask me whether wanna go Genting not? Well,what do you think? Of course I'm on la. It's been ages since I last went there. I went to Genting with my brother and my cousin's family. Went there for 2 days and one night. :-)

End of 4th day

5th Day ( 23/9/09 )

Still in Genting and around 1 something after lunch in Genting.. Time to leave that cold place.. Haha.. Stopped by in KLCC for window shopping. Hehe.. Suppose to go Times Square but time forbid us to do so plus the driver is tired. So straight balik Melaka.. If that time we got place to stay in KL,sure we can go shopping at night one. Sigh! Called up the hotel but we can't book it cause they need earlier reservation. Terrible~ So.. What to do? Go back with disappointment lo.. >.<

End of 5th day

6th Day ( 24/9/09 )

Hmmm.. Due to the hectic previous and upcoming events on the following days.. I've decided to stay at home to accompany my family. I'm such a good daughter~ Hehe.. >.<

End of 6th day

7th Day ( 25/9/09 )

Finally,the day has come! I'm gonna date my 2 beautiful wives. Lol.. Miss them so much~ Haha.. We went to sing k.. *I love to sing k.. That's what I usually do when I go back to Melaka* After that,photo session. We CAMWHORE like nobody's business. If you wanna see those crazy photos,you are most welcome to visit my facebook. My small wife has uploaded the photos in facebook. Hehe.. Thanks ya laupo! Hehe.. We went to A Famosa - Hill. It's very hot at that time. But luckily I didn't get any sunburn. Haha.. After that,we went to yum cha in old town. We talked and laughed. Miss those moments. ^^ Anyway,after yum cha,we went to Padini. I bet you don't know what we did there. Well,maybe you do... It's time for CAMWHORE again.. Lol.. First time doing this crazy thing with them and I enjoyed it very much. Hope to do it again with my Laupos. Haha... They choose a few clothes and 3 of us change into those clothes and take photos together. Tiring but fun. Hehe.. Didn't realise time passes so fast. Soon.. HUNGER filled up our stomach. We went to eat pork porridge. It was the BEST pork porridge I've ever tried. Maybe,one day you all can organise a trip to Melaka and try out this porridge. Hehe.. After dinner,we went to small wife's house. Big wife and I went to find Amanda. Chit-chatted with her till my sister come to fetch me back home.

End of 7th day

8th Day ( 26/9/09 )

Shopping time~ My sis and I went to fetch Asther and after that,we headed to Mahkota. We're busy exploring the shopping complex and at the same time window shopping. Lol. There's blood donation being held somewhere at the highest level of the shopping complex. My sis and Asther went for it. It was their first time. Good job! Keep it up! I'm sure all of you are wondering why I didn't go for it. Well,it's simple. I can't. Was not feeling well at that time. Really.. I didn't bluff.. Haha.. Don't believe.. You can go and ask my sister. >.<

End of 8th day

9th Day ( 27/9/09 )

Went to Mahkota again due to some purposes. Bla bla bla.. After that,pet shop. Haha... Anyway,tonight is the night where the MAKAN BESAR is being held. My family and I plus my cousins except granny went to eat Nyonya's food. *Granny went to church* Too bad she didn't join us. It's ok. There'll always be another time. Haha.. Swt. Ate alot that night till my stomach wanna burst. Lol.

End of 9th day

10th Day ( 28/9/09 )

It's time for me to say BYE BYE to MELAKA~

BACK to KL..

End of 10th day

Made to Worship by Chris Tomlin

2009-10-04T20:31:00.001+08:00

Last paper

2009-09-17T16:23:00.001+08:00

Last paper ~ BA and I'm done! Phew!!! Can't wait for holidays though I'm already in holiday mood... Swt... Miss my hometown so much!! MELAKA... Wait for me!!!

Sad love story - Valentine's Day

2009-09-16T14:32:00.002+08:00

It's a cold February night. People are bustling through the streets, either pulling up their coat collars or wrapping scarves around their necks, trying to stay warm.

It's so cold today.I'm standing at my window, looking at the people moving like little dots. Standing in a heated room, I'm beginning to pity those people. Why don't they go home? Do they plan on wandering until morning?

"Almost time to go home! My boyfriend must be going crazy." One of the nurses breathe a sign of relief. "Still needs to work overtime on Valentine's Day. It's so unfair!"

"You are fortunate." Another nurse says. "Some people don't have anyone waiting for them."

"You mean Dr. Shu?"
Like Sherlock Holmes, my ears perk up when I hear my name.
"Do you remember how she lost control on this day last year?"
"Of course I do." A nurse shudders. "I've never seen Dr. Shu like that. Crying and yelling, like she was crazy."
They are talking about how I was last year. They are correct. I was out of control, like they said.
"You can't blame Dr. Shu. If my boyfriend died in front of my eyes, I would probably go crazy as well."
"Keep it down. She hasn't left work yet. She might hear you."
The two nurses are too late. I heard the entire conversation through the canvas wall.
"Dr. Shu, what are you doing standing here?"

Just as I was deciding whether or not to reveal myself, another nurse exposed me. I awkwardly step out. The 2 nurses who discussed me start to blush. Their faces became redder than the bow on Valentine's Day chocolates.

"I'm waiting to go home." I pretend that I didn't hear anything.
"Dr. Shu, you must have gotten too involved in your work. It's already past time to go home. See you tomorrow. Happy Valentine's Day!" She waves goodbye.

"Happy Valentine's Day." I wave back and watch the 2 nurses hurry away.

That's fine. I was ready to go home anyway. Even though no lover is waiting
for me, at least there's a lazy cat waiting for me to feed.

After I come home, the first thing I do is feed the cat. I forgot when I first had the cat. Probably since last year's Valentine's Day. At that time, I was like an abandoned cat, with eyes filled with despair. Cats don't cry, I do. That's the only difference.

"Better drink all the milk or I'll skin you." I threatened the cat. Her name is Christine, my least favorite English name. I don't know why I named the cat Christine. Christine meowed once to let me know she heard me, but her eyes are complaining about my severity. Her eyes remind me of someone I used to know, standing in front of me with eyes of rebellions.

An year ago today, I had lunch with my boyfriend and took the opportunity to complain to him.

"Today is Valentine's Day. Why didn't you give me any flowers?"

He raised his eyebrow. "Why should I give you flowers? You are not my anyone."

"Then... you should at least give me a card!" I pouted my lips, hurt by his tone.

"I know, I know. After lunch, I'll send you an e-card."

E-card. That sounds so impersonal, but that's the way he is. "You have to e-mail it to me. I'll be waiting." I excitedly smiled and planned to sneak home after lunch to check e-mail. Even though he wouldn't use any romantic words, I still looked forward to the card.

"I can't stand you women. Why do you make such a big deal out of Valentine's Day??" He grumbled while eating his food. His comment induced me to fight with him again.

"You are not romantic at all!! Don't you watch any Japanese drama?"

"Japanese drama? I only watch Discovery Channel."

"Your life is so boring." I made a face at him. "One recent drama was really good. You should have watched it."

"What's that drama called?" He didn't believe in the love portrayed in TV and movies. He always thought they were lies.

"It's called 'Story of A Century'." I gladly answered.

"What kind of trashy plot did it have?"

"What do you mean trash?? Show some respect!" I was so angry. "That drama was very touching, and the theme song was beautiful as well. It's called 'Only Love', performed by Nana Mouskouri." I wonder if he knew who Nana was.

"Nana, I know her. A Greek singer with really expensive albums."

"Her voice is worth it." Even though I secretly agreed with him, I couldn't bring myself to admit it.

"Whatever." He glanced at his watch. "I'll give you 5 minutes to tell me the plot. After that, I'm leaving."

I tried hard to explain 6 hours worth of story in just 5 minutes. The drama portrayed the love stories of 3 generations of women spanning 100 years, from 1901 to 2000. Each generation was portrayed by the same actress. The story was tear-jerking.

"What's so touching about it?" He asked, after listening to the story.

"Don't you think each generation's story is wonderful? If I have such great screen writing ability, I wouldn't be a doctor anymore. I would become a screenwriter."

"If you become a screenwriter, I bet no one would watch the show. The TV station can go out of business." He quickly interjected.

"I'm going back to work. Hurry and send me the card!" I was so mad that I went home immediately, not even finishing my coffee.

As soon as I walked in my door, I turned on my computer and go online.

Staring at the empty in-box, I began to reminisce about how we met. Maybe no one will believe me, but my boyfriend and I were actually neighbors. Our homes were only 1 wall away. Ever since we were kids, we liked to fight with each other all day long. I still remember when I moved to the country that year. Used to the city life, I couldn't get used to the simple life in the country. After school, I would just go home and do nothing. Whenever that happened, he would always come over to tease me.

"Why are you staring off into space??" He loved to pull on my hair. "You're so ugly when you're doing nothing. But you're also not pretty when you smile." In other words, I'm really ugly.

"You're the one who's ugly!" I pull back my hair. "If you think I'm so ugly, why do you visit me??"

"Can't help it. My home is right next to your home." He argued.

"Then I'll move!" The next day, I drew a line in the ground using some white chalk. A line that I forbid him to cross.

That year, we were both in the 5th grade. We couldn't stand each other and hoped the other would move away. But 5 years passed, and neither of us moved. Not only that, we got into the same high school and into the same class.

"You're that infamous couple." All the students and teachers in the school would say whenever they saw us.

"We're not!" I always tried to explain. "We're only neighbors." At that time, I hated my parents for making us live next to him.
"My standard is not that low." He would say. "Who wants her to be a girlfriend?? It's not like I don't have eyes."

"Yes, I know your eyes are on top of your head." I really disliked him. "Better than having eyes on the bottom of my head like you." He implied that I couldn't judge guys. At that time, I had a crush on a senior.

I didn't think that his sarcasm had a hidden meaning. After a while, I found out that the senior student had lots of girlfriends. When I cried about it, he silently passed me a handkerchief and awkwardly held me in his arms.

"I told you he wasn't any good." He roughly comforted me. I cried in his arms the whole night, and began to see him in a different way. Things began to change between us. We still fought all the time, but he started to look at me differently. And I blushed and my heart beat faster when he was near. We both knew: we fell in love with each other.

Even with this knowledge, neither of us said anything. Even though we would
not be able to resist and kissed each other constantly. Even though we cared about each other's every moves. Both of us refused to admit our love.

Time flew by quickly, and it was time to face separation. I chose to study medicine, and he chose physics. Yet we still couldn't separate from each other. Our parents worried that we didn't know anyone in Taipei, so they forced us to live in the same apartment building. Once again, we became neighbors. We still fought, but sometimes we fought into the bedroom. Alright, we became lovers, but we still wouldn't say we loved each other. We didn't even spend Valentine's Day together until he saw me share dinner with a man one Valentine's Day. That night, he waited for me in front of my door and said that he would take me out to dinner on Valentine's Day from then on. I have to say that he was very arrogant. But I nodded and accepted his request. Since then, we spent every Valentine's Day together. After graduation, I became an intern. He started a small computer company with some friends and became a programmer. We were busy with our own lives and had no time for a relationship. Three years later, I became a doctor, and his business began to boom. We separately moved to bigger
apartments and stopped being neighbors. On the surface, we left each other. In reality, we were still together. We spent every Valentine's Day together but each year became more dreary than the next because he never told me he loved me even with all my hints.

Facing the empty in-box, I suddenly grew very angry. He wouldn't say it and wouldn't send me a card. What did he mean? Who did he think I was? I called his cell phone.

"Hello." He picked up the phone.

"I didn't receive the card." I immediately showed my displeasure.

"You didn't receive it?" He seemed really busy. "But I sent it."

He was really busy but I didn't care. "I didn't receive it. Send it again."

"Okay, I'll send you 100 times. Is that good enough??" He said with impatience. His tone further infuriated me. Is that how lovers speak to each other?

"Don't bother sending it to me. And you don't have to pick me up tonight.

I'll eat dinner by myself."

"Don't be childish, ok? I'm really busy."

"I AM childish!" I hung up the phone and tears rolled down my cheeks.

Childish?? Why didn't he consider the situation? We've gone out for so many years and spent countless Valentine's Day together. I never received any flowers nor cards from him. Now, I just want a little e-card. Is that too much to ask for??

I unplugged the phone from the wall and turned off my cell phone. I didn't want to hear his explanations. After I returned to the hospital, I instructed the receptionist not to forward me any phone calls. I wanted to concentrate on work.

Because there were so many emergencies today, I was sweating 1 hour later and forgot about our argument.

"Dr. Shu, please take a look at that patient."

As I was collecting my equipment, the shrill sound of an ambulance sounded outside the ER. When I stepped out the door, the emergency medics hurriedly wheeled in a gurney.

"What happened to him?" I asked the 1st medic. Everyone else were trying to help put the patient on the gurney. He was covered with blood.

"Car accident." The medic replied. "Very serious. He may die."

I nodded and ran to the operating room with them. When I arrived, the nurses told me that the man had already stopped breathing and also his heartbeat also stopped

"Prepare for shock." I calmly instructed the nurses. Saving people is our duty. We can't lose our calm.

But when I saw who laid on the operating table, I lost my calm. That person was my boyfriend!

"No..." I stood in shock. "NO!!!" I grabbed the paddles and continuously shocked his body. His body bounced up and down from the shocks. The scared nurses went to find another doctor, to tell him that I was crazy.

I didn't know if I was crazy or not. I just wanted to save my lover. Even though we fought all the time. Even though he never showed me his love. I still wanted to save him. He still owed me a card. He couldn't die! I threw away the paddles and began to press on his heart. I pressed with all my strength, hoping it would revive him, but he didn't wake up. He didn't even say "It hurts". He just laid there with his eyes closed, punishing me with his silence.

Dr. Jian angrily pushed me away. By that time, I couldn't see clearly anymore. I cried. I wailed. I bowled until no sounds could come out of my mouth.

"It's too late, Dr. Shu. He's already dead. I'm sorry." Dr. Jian patted me on the shoulder. They knew each other and ate together once. I introduced them.

"He can't die." I shook my head. "He can't die!!" I struggled to run to him.

"Dr. Shu, control yourself!" Dr. Jian slapped me. "I understand what you're going through, but you're a doctor."

Yes, I'm a doctor, but I'm also a regular person. How can Dr. Jian understand how I feel? I've loved him for so many years that it's become a habit. How can I just throw away a habit? Besides, he still owed me a card. "I want him to live! I want him to live!" I ran to him again and tried to knock the life back into his body.

"Take her away!" That day, I lost my control and my professionalism.

And that day happened to be Valentine's Day.

Afterwards, I asked his co-workers why he left work early that day.

They told me that after I hung up the phone, he tried to call me several times but couldn't reach me. Worried, he drove to the hospital to find me and got hit by a large truck on the way.

When I heard this, I froze. My tantrum killed him. Just because of an unmailed card, he died. After that, I lost my privilege to be childish.

Like an abandoned cat, I couldn't even cry anymore. After his death, I couldn't cry anymore, regardless of how touching the plot or how tear-jerking the dialogue. They didn't affect me anymore.

Now, I'm only left with a cat and a seldomly used computer. Stepping over the cat, I turned on the computer. Even though I know no one will send me a mail, I still hoped that someone will remember me on this day.

Meow, meow. I looked at Christine to see what's wrong. She finished her milk. I went into the kitchen to get her more milk then came back to look at the computer screen.

I have.... 100 emails! Who would be bored enough to send me 100 junk mail?

I was just about to delete them all when I received another mail, and this one said: "Because of system error, we could not send these until today.

We apologize for the delay." The sender was my ISP.

I looked at the 1st mail. It showed the send date is last year's Valentine's Day. My heart began to beat fast. Could he have sent these?

With a trembling hand, I opened the mail. The first thing that popped up was a gorgeous red rose set against green leaves. Then a beautiful melody began to play.... "Only Love". I couldn't believe it. The rose was so beautiful and the music was so dreamy. I almost thought I was in a fantasy. Most touching of all were the words underneath the rose, because the words read like a beautiful poem.

"Hwei."

That's my name.

"Knowing you so many years, I've never sent you any flowers. Today I send you a rose."

I received it and it's so beautiful.

"You know we are always fighting. We can never really open our hearts and tell each other how we feel."

Yes, but it's all your fault for being so distant.

"I know I always make you mad by the things I say."

Good that you're admitting it.

"But today I want to say to you: I'm sorry, and I love you."

I waited so many years for those words.

"And I want to tell you a good news. I finally saved enough money."

You already have enough money. Why did you need so much?

"So Hwei, let's get married!! I was afraid to propose to you, because I didn't trust in my ability to give you the good life you deserve. But now I've saved enough money so we don't have to wait anymore."

Who wanted you to wait? I'm already yours.
"Today, I use this card to propose to you. Will you marry me, Hwei? Will you?"

That's the content of the whole card. Like a fool, I kept reading his words and talking to him. It's like I can hear his voice and see him again.

As if it's back to 1 year ago with us constantly fighting.

The song played over and over. Repeating Nana's heartbreaking voice.

Only love can make a memory. Only love can make a moment last. You were there and all the world was young and all it's songs unsung. and I remember you then when love was all, all you were living for,
and how you gave that love to me...."

The lyrics of this song fits our love so closely. When he was alive, my world was so young. Every day, I could find a something different to fight with him about. But after he left, my life is only left with memories and coldness that will never go away.

"Will you marry me?"

When I read these words, my tears unconsciously came, wetting the keyboard.

Will I? If he's in front of me, I will definitely kick him and call him a big fool. If I wasn't willing, I wouldn't have waited until today.

So I moved the cursor over the "Reply" box, and typed the response that I've already prepared for so many years - "I will."

I will - be by his side for the rest of my life. I will - fight with him forever. That is how I answered him, but the only response I got was the repeating song "Only Love."

Nevertheless, I opened every single letter, accepted every singled rose, and typed the same response: "I will."

I replied 100 times, and "Only Love" played 100 times. In this cold Valentine's night, the line that's been broken for 1 year finally got reconnected.

I answered you. What about you?

Undescribeable feeling

2009-09-14T17:29:00.003+08:00

When I saw it... I couldn't deny that my feeling wasn't hurt because it did... It felt so so bad... That I couldn't resist it.. Well,I guess this is the feeling... That I scare the most.. And now it's coming true... And I can't hold back anymore... I should just release this stupid thingy but I can't cause I don't want to... But now... It's a MUST! Just gotta say NO to this feeling within me... NO...NO...

P/S: Just a crap.. Dun nid to bother so much... ><

Battle

2009-09-07T21:55:00.004+08:00

I'm busy BATTLING with myself these few days.. *Wondering when all these things could stop bothering me* Just gotta set my mind STRAIGHT... EXAM is here and here I am... Doing NOTHING... Sigh!

WAN WEI ---> BABO

Untitled

2009-09-05T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hmmm... Don't know what to blog.. Ok.. Well,today's my first day of exam.. Used 1 day to study ny.. Geng rite? Haiz! All that I've studied came out but too bad.. I didn't focus on them when I look through my lecture notes this morning. Pathetic. So when I look at the essay questions,the feelings of excited and anxiety fills me up. In my mind I was like 'Hey! I know how to do this!'.. 'Wait a minute! Oh gosh! Forget d! Arghhh!! Noooo... Sigh!' The battle goes on~ In the end,I crap alot.. No joke man. Hopefully I can pass la. Don't want to spoil my mood. So.. Let's forget bout it.. Let it be as it's already over.. There's nothing I can do anymore. Or *wicked smile* Should I go to college tonight and ahemmm... Lol.. So lame.. K la.. Wanna go spam at my Facebook d. Haha.. Anyway,was having a good sleep just now. I was so tired. Way too tired that I can hardly move. And I didn't have my breakfast and lunch till I finished my paper. Wow! Imagine that.. During the exam,my stomach was busy strumming the guitar while my brain was busy cracking in order to get those craps. I'm so multifunctional. Lol. Swt. Talking bout food.. I bought Hakka Mee just now.. Wakakakaka... Finally,my utility has been satisfied... Lol.. So happy.. ><

A Silent Love

2009-09-02T21:33:00.003+08:00

From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phone calls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled. ^^

Happy Ending!

A sad love story

2009-09-01T02:07:00.004+08:00

Story of Jo...
I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but byhis side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …

Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this
…Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen. Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”

That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday.

After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?

I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…

Me: I don’t need it.
Jin: What….why…I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.

“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~

With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.

After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…”
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls, shocked.
“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.

“I love you~”
“I love you~”
“I love you~”

Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life….

Peperiksaan

2009-08-31T17:01:00.002+08:00

Peperiksaan is just around the corner and I'm not even prepared. Sigh! Wonder if I could make it this time.. 'Wan Wei! You shouldn't think negatively! Be optimistic! You can do it!'. This words lingered in my mind but still it couldn't boost out my confidence. Well,it's ok. All I should do now is to find my MOOD back! Yup! That's right.. No point sighing here and there and ended up doing nothing.. That's real pathetic.. Haha.. So.. To those out there who's facing the same problem as me ~No MOOD to study ~ Let's find the MOOD back together.. Ok?? Hwaiting!

P/S: I've already added a new gadget in my blog..
Know what's that? Yup! My doggie ~ Music player ~
Haha.. Enjoy hearing it ya.. Press next if you
wanna know what songs my doogie have..
Lol.. Chaoz! ^^

Sickness

2009-08-26T18:21:00.003+08:00

A H1N1 is spreading way too fast than anyone could have imagine bout it.. Sigh! Is it the end of the world?? More and more humans got killed because of this pathetic virus.. Remember the last post that I've posted?? It's regarding me who has already gained back my good health? Well.. Sad to say.. I'm back to the old condition.. This time is even worse.. Got flu and cough.. Terrible.. I don't want to go HKL and take back the same antibiotics or other medicines which even more bitter!! Arghhh!! No way!! Thinking bout that really make me upset.. Just only finished my antibiotics 2 weeks ago. No way I'm gonna eat those thing again.. Was suffering like mad when I ate them.. The bitterness.. Oh No!! Yuckss!! Feel like vomitting.. I know that the more bitter the med is, the better it is but.. it's human nature for not liking something bitter rite?? Well,let's not talk bout dark chocolate.. Can't deny that it taste great for some people but still not everyone loves dark chocs.. But I like.. Haha.. If only the antibiotics could taste just like those dark chocs,I wouldn't mind having them everyday.. Haha.. In fact,I would just suck it instead of swallow it immediately.. Lol.. Ok ok.. I'm totally out of topic.. So.. Ya.. I'm sick.. Once again.. Gotta recover before final.. Don't wanna sit in the quarantine room all by myself.. >< Anyway,do keep me in prayer ya.. Thanks..

Just for fun.. ^^

2009-08-24T19:19:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Empty

2009-08-21T01:25:00.004+08:00

Sigh! My mind... It's blank or should I say it's empty?? I should have lots of things running in my mind right now but weird.. It's empty.. Things that should be in my mind are the final exam is just around the corner, missing my family like mad and lots more but I don't know why.. It's just empty.. Some of the things.. I try not to think bout it cause each time I think bout it,it makes me upset and emo. I don't like the feeling of being emo. Well,come on.. Who likes to be emo?? Lame me.. So upset with myself recently cause I did something that I shouldn't. Hmmm.. Maybe it's not my fault,but somehow.. I feel it's my fault.. I dislike the situation that I'm having/facing right now.. Just don't know how to face it.. Gosh! How I wish I'm SMART! If I'm a genius,then maybe I'll be able to solve it.. If la.. Shouldn't think so much bout it.. Should just focus on my studies but I failed to do so.. Cause it's lots more tougher than I thought it is.. Really need encouragement,wisdom and strength from everyone especially God. Only God knows what I'm going through right now.. He knows me BEST! No one for me to rely on but only HIM. So I wanna take this opportunity to pray to God our Father that HE will guide me to go through this and that I'll be able to make a way (solution) out from this problem that I'm facing right now. And that HE will grant me patient,strength,courage and wisdom in whatever things that I'm doing.. Really thank God that HE gave me 2 understanding sisterlies in my life and when I really need them,they always be by my side.. There's nothing greater than having people whom you care and love so much to be there for you in times when you really need them. Really appreciates what they have done for me.. Words can't express how much I love them.. Wish that we will remain as sisterlies forever.. God bless all of you!

Healthy

2009-08-14T19:39:00.002+08:00

Hi hi! I'm back! Been sick for 2 weeks ~ Coughing like mad.. ~ Haha.. Thought I have gotten the A H1N1 but thank God.. It's not.. Phewww... The feeling of escaping death is really amazing.. Really.. Not kidding though.. I have all the Swine flu symptoms except one which is FLU.. Went to HKL for check-up and ended up no results.. I mean the doctor said that I'm Swine Free! Woo Hoo! Praise the Lord! Now I'm back! Back to my HEALTHY position! Fit like never before.. Strong like never before.. Happy like never before.. Healthy like never before..!! Wakakakaka... Sorry for causing woriness to my family... and of course my friends too.. Haha... Thanks for taking care of me.. Really appreciate that! Love you all so much! No more cough and fever.. But still.. I have to finish up my antibiotics.. That's terrible.. So bitter.. Sigh! It's ok.. I can make it! Left 8 more tablets to go! Wow! That's alot.. Lol! *Dear sweet throat,be patient k.. Just swallow the medicine as I order you to do so.. Thanks!* Swt! Crapping like nobody's business.. Haha.. Anyway,went to BB zi's birthday celebration on last Wednesday.. Took lots of photos.. If you wanna see then go to my facebook la.. Lazy wanna show it here.. Lol! Bye! ^.^

Lyrics for 'Our Memory'

2009-08-10T16:25:00.003+08:00

我們的紀念 - 李雅微

數不盡的淚我又哭了好幾回
幻化成蝶停留在這片落葉
被風化的雪埋藏在千年以前
我用盡一生的思念只為等著你出現

回憶漸漸凋謝落在我身邊
喚不醒原來還跳動的畫面

就讓我留在輪迴的邊緣
等一道光線
看見某年某月我們之間
曾經說過的預言
就讓它帶走你的那瞬間
成為我們的紀念
誰能發現我的世界曾經有過你的臉

Wo Men De Ji Nian - Shivia Lee

shu bu jin de lei wo you ku le hao ji hui
huan hua cheng die ting liu zai zhe pian luo ye
bei feng hua de xue mai cang zai qian li yi qian
wo yong jin yi sheng de si nian zhi wei deng zhe ni chu xian

hui yi jian jian diao xie luo zai wo shen bian
huan bu xing yuan lai hai tiao dong de hua mian

jiu rang wo liu zai lun hui de bian yuan
deng yi dao guang xian
kan jian mo nian mo yue wo men zhi jian
ceng jing shuo guo de yu yan
jiu rang ta dai zou ni de na xun jian
cheng wei wo men de ji nian
shei neng fa xian wo de shi jie ceng jing you guo ni de lian

Translation

Endless tears, I cried another couple times
Transformed into a butterfly stopping on top of this falling leaf
The wind-swept snow had been buried thousand years ago
I used up a lifetime of longing just waiting for you to appear

Memories began to wither around me
Couldn’t revive the picture that was moving before

Let us stay on the side line of reincarnation
Waiting for a stream of light
To peer into the time when we
Made a prediction
Let it take away that moment of yours
Making it our commemoration
Who would notice that my world had your face once upon a time?

Our Memory - Wo Men De Ji Nian - by Shivia Lee

2009-08-10T16:19:00.002+08:00

Was into this song recently.. Sounds touching to me OR should I say emo?? Haha... Anyway,enjoy yourself hearing this 'emo' song.. ><

Dear Mom and Granny

2009-08-01T00:12:00.006+08:00

Sigh! Really miss my family especially my mom and granny... Facing lots of stress from different place and things... How I wish they are with me to go through all these things.. Anyway,it's already been a month plus since I last saw them... Been busy dealing with my assignments and coursework... Thanks to my lovely granny and mom.. I'm able to go through those hard moments.. A call from them strengthens me and gives me the courage and hope to face my pressure that I'm having much difficulties to handle.. So I would like to dedicate the song 'Dear Mom' by Girls Generation to them.. Hope they'll like it.. Haha.. ~ As if they understand Korean language ~ Lol! Love them soooooooooooo much!!!

Dear Mom by SNSD

2009-08-01T00:05:00.002+08:00

Dear Mom - Lyrics-

2009-07-31T23:23:00.003+08:00

Korean:
서현: 오늘은 왠지 힘들고 지쳐
베개를 끌어안은 채 혼자 방안에 남아
제시카: 전화길 만지작거리는 나의 마음이
웬지 오늘따라 외로운거죠

써니: 갑자기 울린 전화에 놀라
밥 먹었는지 걱정하는 엄마 목소리가
태연: 귀찮게 들렸던 그 말이 오늘은 다른걸
잊고 있었던 약속들이 떠올라요

All: 마음이 예쁜 사람이 될게요
남을 먼저 생각하는 사람 될게요
티파니: 엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요
윤아: 나와 꿈을 함께 나누던
제시카: 내 머릴 빗겨주던 엄마가 생각나

유리: 때론 잘못된 선택들로 아파했지만
아무 말 없이 뒤에서 지켜봐 주셨죠
티파니: 서툴고 어린 아이지만 이젠 알 것 같아요
엄마의 조용한 기도의 의미를

All: 마음이 예쁜 사람이 될게요
남을 먼저 생각하는 사람 될게요
태연: 엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요
효연: 나와 꿈을 함께 나누던
써니: 내 머리를 빗겨주던 엄마가 생각나

제시카: 어떡하죠 아직 작은 내 맘이
서현: 엄마의 손을 놓으면 혼자 잘할 수 있을지
태연: 아직 부족한 것 같아 난 두려운 걸요

All: 지혜로운 엄마의 딸 될게요 (태연: 나에게 용기를 줘요)
어딜가도 자랑스런 딸이 될게요 (티파니: You’ve been there for me)
제시카: 엄마의 사랑의 바램들을 지켜갈게요
수영: 한없이 보여준 사랑만큼
태연: 따스한 맘을 가질게요
티파니: 수줍어 자주 표현 못했죠

서현: 엄마 정말로 사랑해요

Romanized:

SeoHyun: Oneureun waenji himdeulgo jichyeo
Begaereul kkeureo aneun chae honja bangane nama
Jessica: Jeonhwagil majijakgeorineun naui maeumi
Wenji oneul ttara weroungeojyo

Sunny: Gapjagi ullin jeonhwae nolla
Bap meogeotneunji geokjeonghaneun eomma moksoriga
Taeyeon: Kwichanhge deullyeotdeon geu mari oneureun tareungeol
Itgo isseotdeon yagsokdeuri tteoollayo

All: Maeumi yeppeun sarami dwelkeyo
Nameul meonji saenggakhaneun saram dwelkeyo
Tiffany: Eommaui sarangui baraemdeureul jikyeogalkeyo
Yoona: Nawa kkumeul hamkke nanudeon
Jessica: Nae meoreun bitgyeojudeon eommaga saenggakna

Yuri: Ttaereon jalmotdwen seontaekdeullo apahaetjiman
amu mal eobshi dwieseo jikyeobwa jusyeotjyo
Tiffany: Seotulgo eorin aijiman ijen al geot gatayo
eommaui joyonghan gidoui uimireul

All: Maeumi yeppeun sarami dwelkeyo
Nameul meonji saenggakhaneun saram dwelkeyo
TaeYeon: Eommaui sarangui baraemdeureul jikyeogalkeyo
HyoHyeon: Nawa kkumeul hamkke nanudeon
Sunny:Nae meoreun bitgyeojudeon eommaga saenggakna

Jessica: Eotteokhajyo ajik jageun nae mami
SeoHyun: Eommaui soneul noheumyeon honja jarhal su isseulji
TaeYeon:Ajik bujokhan geot gata nan duryeoun geolyo

All: Jihyeroun eommaui ttal dwelkeyo (TaeYeon:naege yonggireul jwoyo)
Eodilgado jarangseureon ttari dwelkeyo (Tiffany: You’ve bben there for me)
Jessica: Eommaui sarangui baraemdeureul jikyeo galkeyo
SooYoung: Haneobshi boyeojun sarangmankeum
TaeYeon: ttaseuhan mameul gajilkeyo
Tiffany: Sujubeo jaju pyohyeon mothaejyo

Eomma jeongmallo saranghaeyo

English:
I’m feeling tired today
Left alone in the room hugging a pillow
Touching my phone distracted my mind
It’s lonely to eat tonight

Suddenly, i was frightened by the ringing phone
my mom’s worried voice asked if i’ve eaten
these words annoyed me but today it’s different
The forgotten promises are remembered

I will be a person with pretty heart
And become a person who is selfless
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

Though I’ve made hurtful wrong choices
You silently watched over me from behind
But now I think more than an innocent child
The meaning of mom’s silent prayers

I will be a person with pretty heart
And become a person who is selfless
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

What will i do, yet my heart is small
Can I do better without holding mother’s hand

I’m afraid that it will still lack
I’ll be a wise daughter of my mom (Give me the courage)
I will be a proud daughter no matter where I go (You’ve been there for me)
I’ll keep the love of my mother’s wishes
I’ll show endless love
I’ll have a warm heart
I’m shy to express to mom

That I really love my mom

Ouch!

2009-07-15T21:09:00.004+08:00

Sigh! Pathetic old man... Thanks to him my middle finger got hurt... Terrible.. Pity my finger.. Numb like nobody's business.. Worst of all,there's blood clot in it.. Sure swollen tomorrow.. How am I going to write?? So damn pain... Must keep a distance from him already. Each time get near him sure something bad happen to me one. Sigh! Bad.. Very bad.. Sigh! My finger... Need PAIN KILLER!!!

Tagged by Annie

2009-07-14T01:46:00.018+08:00

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:

1. Wan Wei

2. Budak

3. Maggie Tau

4. Dog

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:

1. Our Lord Saviour's Birthday - 25th Dec.

2. Family's Birthdays~Ama,Papa,Mama,Jie,Kor,Didi

3. My Special Day!

4. Any Dates that I think are important and that I should remember them...

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES

1. Eating

2. Chit-chatting ~ Onlining

3. Edit Assignment

4. Facebooking - Upload photos

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY

1. See my loved ones happy

2. Talk non-stop

3. Listen to music

4. Stalk on DK... ><

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:

1. Grandpa - From Papa's side

2. Grandma - From Mama's side

3. Primary and Secondary friends

4. MGC old friends

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:

1. Apple PC

2. Ipod Nano

3. SUJU's concert ticket

4. LOVE.. Haha...

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):

1. Onlining

2. Facebooking

3. Music

4. Gaming - Wanna defeat Old man

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION

1. Korea

2. Japan

3. Paris

4. Australia

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:

1. Pearl Milk Tea

2. Soya Bean

3. Chocolate Shake

4. H2O

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:

1. Snoopy Umbrella

2. Headset

3. Notes

4. House Key

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:

1. Purple

2. Blue

3. Yellow

4. Black

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:

1. Ying Ying's House

2. JJ Christian House

3. Jusco Wangsa Maju

4. MU

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:

1. God

2. Family

3. Bestfriends

4. Friends

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:

1. My Samsung Phone

2. My notebook

3. My Blanket

4. My Books

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:

1. Panda Kor

2. Pineapple

3. MM zi

4. YY

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:

1. Cause Annie tagged me

2. For Fun

3. To fill up my blog

4. No Reason

THE PEOPLE WHO I GOING TO TAG:

1. Panda Kor

2. Pineapple

3. MM zi

4. YY

Just an update

2009-07-12T17:49:00.011+08:00

Wow.. Guess my blog has been sleeping for quite awhile... Been very busy lately.. Lots of things that I wanna post actually but laziness stops me from doing so.. Bad bad attitude.. Haha.. Anyway,laziness still exists in me right now.. So I'm gonna shorten what I wanna post k.. Here we go:

Things that I did this week:

Busy preparing for BMP assignment and presentation
Lots of 'Makan' sessions ~ Mamak, House Cafe, etc.
Celebrating Tweety didi's birthday
Attended ICSA convention on Saturday
and Many more...

BMP assignment is really driving me mad. But thanked God that it's already over.. Wait! It's not over yet.. Oh gosh! I have to help MM zi to do hers.. Terrible.. Supposed to end this week but her answers wrong.. Sigh! *Putting my hand on my forehead*

I love food!! I really love food!!! Haha.. Ate lots of yummy food this week.. Will post up the photos next time.. Haha.. Make sure your saliva don't drop when you look at those wonderful pictures of mine.. Wakakaka.. Swt..

Finally... I got the chance to celebrate my Tweety didi's special day.. His Bufday!!! Lol... Celebrated his birthdday with my classmates and with two additional persons from nowhere but used to be in the same course with us.. Haha.. They are my Tweety didi's friends.. ^^ We had steamboat somewhere in Wangsa Maju. Well,there're many of us (about 15 ppl).. Of course normal steamboat itself is unable to fill up our gigantic stomachs. So we had a buffet one.. You can pick whatever you want and how much you want as long you finish it.. If not we have to pay for the food that are being wasted.. Fair and square la.. Haha... The food was ok.. Not that great but eatenable.. Lol.. I prefer the Tom Yam one rather than the soup.. After the boat-boat session,now's the time for CAKE! The moment I have been waiting for.. Lol.. ~Perasan that it's my birthday pula.. Haha.. We had a black forest cake.. I chose one leh.. Haha.. The words written on top of the cake was 'Tweety Soar High'.. My idea again.. Haha.. - After I write down this words on a piece of paper for the lady to write it on top of the cake,I showed the paper to Moron,Pineapple,B19 and YY.. The 3 exclude YY started to giggle.. Wondering what's so funny.. I asked them why.. They said I'm so bad.. Thinking nonsense.. I was like.. Wtt.. What's wrong with the words 'soar high'?? Lame.. They said I'm telling Tweety 'SH'.. It's ok if you don't understand.. Not a good word for you to learn. I explained to them that I didn't mean that and they told me they just wanna make fun of me.. Swt! So pathetic.. Haha.. Boys ma.. What you expect? They are so childish. Ok.. Back to where I stopped earlier on,Old man acted like a kid.. He took the cream and went around putting it on our faces.. Luckily I'm free from it.. Haha.. But too bad YY kena.. Teruk betul Old man.. How dare you bully my sisterly?! Anyway,give a hand of applause to Old man who finally got his face decorated with creams and cake by Moron.. Well done,Moron! Lol.. You should see they two chasing each other like nobody's business... So like budak yang berumur 5 tahun main kejar-mengejar.. Lol! Really enjoyed myself very much.. Oh.. By the way,at last I also kena.. Thanks to Pineapple.. Lame.. Wait you.. I sure will take my revenge one.. Bluek!

ICSA?? Do you know what is that? Well,ICSA stands for Institute Chartered Security and Administration.. My course has been forced to attend this pathetic thing.. Dahla have to wake up early everyday.. Sigh! Tired... Woke up at 6 something to pick up Moron's call.. Thanks for calling me to wake up.. Haha.. After hang up,like usual.. My head stick back to the pillow.. Lol! Sorry ya Moron.. Really can't resist the pillow.. Too soft and comfortable already.. Lol! Anyway,B B zi,Jia Jia zi and Mun Mun zi try to wake me up after that.. Haha.. But failed.. Wakakaka... After trying for several minutes,finally I'm awake! Good job gals for not giving up on me.. Swt.. Mickey fetched us to college. See.. My Kor Kor so good. Ops.. Forgot to mention d.. MM zi,Jia Jia zi and I stayed overnight at B B zi's place after Tweety's birthday celebration. Haha.. The four of us cramped like sardines.. Cause there're only two beds.. Haha.. But it's quite fun.. Miss those moments.. Ok.. Let's continue.. Once we reached college,we went to take attendance and some stuff given by ICSA.. The venue is at Sports Complex. Girls are not allowed to sit with boys. So it's like one row for boys and another row for girls.. Got what I mean? It started off with the registration of participants, arrival of VIPs , welcome address by Mr. Philip Tan and after that by Guest of Honour,Mr. Ung Thean Lim. I fell asleep when they talk. Terrible me.. Had tea break at 9.30 am.. Ate bee hoon for tea break. After makan all, ICSA briefing time.. Sigh! The talk was interesting but I fell asleep again.. Naughty me.. Haha.. By the way, the greatest part has come! The Amazing Race 1! My group name is Excellent and there're 13 of us. All from DBU8 except one guy but we knew him. We really enjoyed ourselves very much in this race. The feeling of wanting to compete with other groups make us put more efforts in all the games that we played. I can't stand one of the games where they required someone to be carried by two persons. The person being carried have to turn around and around a thing -don't know what that thing call- bout 10 times and run to a table -there's a bowl on it- we have to blow away the flour so that the ping pong ball can be taken using spoon by mouth. Unlucky me.. Got carried by Old man and Wai Kit.. They didn't even let me get ready and they just carry my legs without telling me! Thanked God I don't have heart attack and that I didn't fall down too. If not,they sure kena from me one. Teruk betul. It's super tiring running here and there though it's fun. After the race,it's time for makan. But the food caterer got lost.. So we ended up having Corporate Experience Sharing instead of lunch.. Poor stomach.. Strumming the guitar string like nobody's business.. This time I fell asleep again.. Swt. Didn't realise that time fly so fast when I was sleeping. The talk finally ended. When I wake up,the food is still not at the place it suppose to be.. Terrible. After waiting for quite a long time,the food has arrive! Finally! Quickly went out and take the food. This time it's rice with chicken, salad and mash potato! My favourite! Lol.. I ate 2 boxes. Scary huh? After eating, we have some rest. Was busy taking photos during that time.. Will try to post up some of the photos la.. Haha.. Resume Amazing Race 2 after the photo session. This time the race is held indoor. I can't stand myself from ROFLOL when I played this indoor game. The helper will tell the first person something and the first person have to act out to the second one and the process continue till the last person. The last one have to guess it. One of the words given was sperm... So imagine how was it like when we have to act it out.. So pai seh.. Haha.. The ICSA ended with debriefing and souvenir presentation. Our group did not win but we really enjoyed ourselves.. That's the most important of all. Lol..

Photos will be up soon. Meanwhile,be patient ya. ^^

HEADACHE

2009-07-10T00:00:00.002+08:00

IF ONLY I KNOW.. I WON'T GET MYSELF INTO IT.. NOT AT ALL... SIGH!!

Insomnia

2009-06-25T22:28:00.001+08:00

Gee

2009-06-25T22:27:00.004+08:00

Sorry Sorry

2009-06-25T22:26:00.001+08:00

It's you

2009-06-25T22:22:00.005+08:00

Let me introduce them to you!

2009-06-21T00:56:00.008+08:00

Han Kyung

Ryeowook

Shi Won (YY's lover)

Lee Teuk

Sung Min

Kang Gin

Eun Hyuk

Dong Hae

Ye Sung

Ki Bum

Kyu Hyun

Hee Chul

All about SuJu... ^^

2009-06-21T00:38:00.006+08:00

I love Hee Chul! ~ 1st photo

Unchanging

2009-06-08T23:26:00.001+08:00

RANDOM POST

2009-05-30T01:25:00.003+08:00

I'm terribly tired today.. Watched Twilight with Kaka and the Malats and perhaps Belinda who woke up in her middle of her sleep and accompany us.. Haha.. After finished watching,we went to bed.. The time was roughly around 3 something... And I got lecture at 8 am the next day... Terrible... Sure got panda eyes one... Belinda woke me and Cui Bin up but in the end I sleep back.. So.. I missed my lecture.. Thought of going to the next lecture... But I just can't wake up.. Swt.. Anyway,around 10 something,Belinda came back and woke me and Kaka up.. Asking us to go for breakfast.. Oh by the way,I stayed at JJ house that day.. Haha... You know.. The stalls at TBR which sell drinks? Well,we went there. Before we managed to have a sit.. The seller will like so 'kiasu' and ask what drink you want... As if we will run away.. Haha.. Belinda went and order her mee at the upper shop while Kaka and I sitting there thinking what to order.. That seller ask Kaka what drink she wants and Kaka told him later.. So.. Now the seller turn to me.. I was so blur at that time cause I just woke up plus not enough sleep... I looked at him and said 'Bali satu'.. Wtt!! Kaka looked at me and lol like nobody business.. I still don't know what happen till Kaka told me that they don't sell 'Bali'.. Ya hor.. I forgotten d.. Swt.. So pai seh.. Luckily that person didn't heard what I said... I quickly turn my head and look at the drinks.. At last,I ordered the black colour one.. Can't remember the name.. Swt.. Now I aslo feel super sleepy.. My eyes wanna shut down d... Never mind.. Where I stop?? Oh ya... After makan all,we returned to JJ house. Then Belinda balik rumah.. Kaka attend lecture and left me alone... Sigh! Tiada hala tuju.. Have to wait for YY to come.. So while waiting for her.. I went to Agape house and sat there for awhile with Cui Bin.. Edwin supposed to go makan with Cui Bin but he still in the dreamland.. So have to wait till he leave that land.. Haha.. I went to TBR again with them but I didn't eat la.. Just accompanying them.. YY sms me and ask me to wait for her at bus stop.. So I make a move.. Met up with her and we walk to DK ABA for ME lecture.. One of our classmates came and sat with us... She told me that KF is coming.. OMG! Haha.. For your information,KF looks like Joe Cheng.. It's ok if you don't know who.. Haha.. I know can d.. Swt.. Waited for him and finally he's here.. He's so cute.. Can't take my eyes off him.. Haha.. Kidding.. My friend introduced him to me and he smiled at me.. *faint* At that time,I thought I was dreaming.. Haha.. Imagine a super star looking person smiled at you.. That feeling is so good.. Lol.. First time talking to him.. He's so gentleman.. Haha.. He sure will become famous one if he become an actor.. Lol.. I'm not lying.. Ask YY if you don't believe me.. Haha.. Swt.. If I got chance.. Next time I'll show you all his face.. Wakakaka.. ^^

Red Island Cafe

2009-05-28T02:33:00.002+08:00

YY and her Tom Yam Fried Rice

My Golden Sauce Fried Rice

Our drinks ~ Orange Juice and Milo Ice

Japanese Buffet at Saisaki

2009-05-28T02:21:00.004+08:00

It's all about SUSHIs... ^^

MY FOOD

My pan mee

2009-05-28T02:18:00.004+08:00

Dry Curry Fish Cake Pan Mee and Jasmine Green Tea

My Granny and the ARCADE

2009-05-28T01:36:00.007+08:00

Feeling curious why I named the title of this post 'My Granny and the Arcade'??? Lol.. It's ok.. Check it out in the photos that I have captured when I brought her to the ARCADE.. You will be surprised seeing my granny ~ Age:87 years ~ playing car racing... Haha..

Cool isn't it?? Haha... She's so cute.. If you think she's cute.. Look further down.. I bet you will LOL like nobody business...

My sis's new car

She wants to drive?? Sure not??

Ya.. I think she wants.. Maybe she thought it's the same as the one in the arcade... Lol..

She dahlah petite.. Wanna drive big car.. Some more no license.. Swt.. Kayuh basikal pun tak tahu... Haha.. So cute la.. Tak boleh tahan betul.. No matter what.. Just wanna let you all know that

I LOVE HER

for who she is...!

Results Day

2009-05-28T01:11:00.004+08:00

I'm supposed to check my results in the morning but I couldn't... Thanks to the 'password'.. My ID got blocked... Now I have to go to college and reset my password... Terrible... YY planned to check hers after her dentist check-up which is in the afternoon but in the end,she got her results first.. Sigh! Have to wait for one hour some more after I went to reset the password in CITC... Can't they make my life easier?? Swt.. After one hour,'ding'... Time to see my results.. Don't need to see also can guess d la.. Haha.. Sure black and white one.. Ya.. Black and white... Nice colour.. Great combination huh? Swt... Well,I saw my results.. And just as I expected earlier on..

BLACK and WHITE...
^-^

Come again & How could I live without you

2009-05-11T14:25:00.001+08:00

Holy Spirit Rain Down

2009-05-11T14:21:00.001+08:00

Holy Spirit, rain down, rain down
Oh Comforter and Friend
How we need Your touch again
Holy Spirit, rain down, rain down
Let Your power fall
Let Your voice be heard
Come and change our hearts
As we stand on Your word
Holy Spirit, rain down

No eye has seen, no ear has heard
No mind can know what God has in store
So open up heaven, open it wide
Over Your church and over our lives

Hosanna!

2009-05-11T14:15:00.002+08:00

I see the king of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes
The whole earth shakes

Yeeeah

I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing
The people sing

[Chorus]
Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest [x2]

I see a generation
Rising up to take their place
With selfless faith
With selfless faith

I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees
We're on our knees

[Chorus]

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to
Eternity

[Chorus x2]

Hosanna in the highest

KLCC Outing - A decade ago??

2009-04-23T19:32:00.003+08:00

Haha.. Can't remember when does this outing occur.. Swt! Maybe last week?? Haha... Anyway,I just wanted to post the photos.. Hehe...

We can really eat huh?? Don't we?? Lol!

Count yourself... If you wanna know how many plates are there.... ^-^

What are they doing?? Stalking?? Let's take a closer look...

Hmmm... I really have no idea... Let's go nearer...

Swt! All of them showing off their butts.. Wakakaka.. Actually they are looking at our friends which are at down floor... Haha..

Tuesday Outing Part 2

2009-04-23T17:51:00.009+08:00

Ok.. Let's continue where I stop just now.. Well,after the makan.. We make our way to the GreenBox... I wanna sing K!! Wakakaka.. Swt! Ok.. Back to the story... After we reached there,we were taken to room 10 ~ the biggest room cause there were no more room left.. Woo Hoo!! First time man.. I never get a big room before and I never thought I can get it cause I don't like to go sing K with lots of people.. My chance of holding the mic is less than 10% if I were to go and sing K with many people. That's why I dislike going with lots of people.. The most I can go with is 4 people.. Haha.. But this time I went with 7 people.. The record has been broken.. But actually it's not bad la.. Haha.. I really enjoyed myself... Looking at Mr. Arrogant singing like noboby business and Old Man who finally open his mouth and sings.. Lol! It was a really great outing! Although there were 7 of us but we were given 5 mics.. Haha!! So most of us have the chance to sing la.. Fair and square... Lol! Ok la.. My fingers are tired.. Let the photos do the talking first while my fingers take a good rest.. ^-^

Siao San and I

From left: Siao San,Wan Wei and Ying Ying

Both of us with a killer..

Let's have fun!

Nice photo..

My fingers are back! Haha.. Swt! How's the photos?? Good?? Haha... See la who's the person in it.. Wakakaka.. After finished sing K bout 5 something,Tweety and Yingki went off earlier leaving 6 of us behind because they have something to do.. We have no idea what to do next cause our mind was sort of blank.. Haha.. Old man suggested movie.. So we give it a hit.. Make our way to Pavillion and here we are.. In front of the GSC.. YY and I went to checked the show time.. Oh man.. All the movie that we wanna watch starts at 7 p.m. or later than that which means we can't watch it cause YY gotta leave early.. In fact,it's quite dangerous too for us to go back so late... The only movie that's available is 'Coming Soon' which is at 6.10 p.m. They wanted to watch it but no way for YY.. Cause she's afraid.. Haha.. ( Tell you the truth,I'm afraid too.. I will only watch it with my prince.. ) Swt! Haha.. Since there's an objection... Movie plan is off! The next plan is food! I love food! We headed to the food court area.. There were a lot of shops but we don't know which one to go to.. Old Man suggested KFC.. Cause he fancy that.. Really like an old man la.. Haha! But some of them don't want.. Sigh! So after walking and walking and walking.. Finally,we decided to go into a western shop.. Haha.. We sat down and ordered the food.. Guess what? I ordered spaghetti again.. Swt! I'm so jelak of them right now.. Haha... Anyway,time for photos again...

Look what I found at the shop.. It just hang there.. Scary huh?? I wonder do they hang human head up there not?? Swt!

My la la spaghetti..

It tasted ok la.. Haha..

With a full stomach... We headed back home together... It was a fun outing I were to say... Hope we can have another outing like this.. Lol! We sure will...

You know something... I took this photo in front of the main entrance of Pavillion and a guard was looking at me.. Well,I realise that.. So you know what I do.. I acted as if YY don't wanna take my photo cause she turn to the other side after she took mine.. The guard had no idea that actually YY already took my photo.. Swt! So the guard started to laugh but with his hand covering his mouth.. As soon as I didn't pay attention to him.. He started to laugh like nobody business.. Lol! So cute! You should see how the way he laughs.. Tak boleh tahan... Got what I mean? If you don't,then it's ok.. Haha.. That's all for the part 2!

Tuesday Outing Part 1

2009-04-23T16:41:00.007+08:00

The day before ( Monday ) .. I received a sms from Ah B asking me whether I'm free or not the next day ( Tuesday ).. She wanted to celebrate YingKi's birthday at Sg. Wang... At that time,I was with YY and XF.. So we discussed and ended up with a conclusion.. We told her that we wanna study.. Which means that we're off from the plan.. But at night.. YY and I discussed again and we decided to on.. We told Tweety that we wanna go but he told us that the plan has been canceled cause there's too little people. Now that we can go and the plan is cancel?? Swt! No! This can't happen.. We have a 'meeting' among ourselves ( Oval,Tweety,Old man,YY and I ) in MSN and we discuss and discuss.. And BINGO! The plan is on again! Haha.. Then the next day...

It was about 12 something at that time.. We met Tweety and Mr. Arrogant somewhere near the GreenBox cause they're the first to arrived and we waited for the rest to come.. Not long after that,everyone's here.. We planned where to go and some of them wants to eat first,the others wants to sing karaoke and YY pula wanna watch movie.. Teruk betul.. In the end of the brainstorming,we book the karaoke which is at 2 p.m. one and since we still got time,we headed for lunch at Gasoline... We settled down and order our food.. I can't stand Mr. Arrogant.. Like a robot... Swt! He loves to imitate and irritate me.. Lame betul.. Sigh! Anyway,take a look at the photos taken by me...

Thinking what to order...

Mine and YY's drinks...

My spaghetti

That's all for the makan session.. ^-^

Karaoke Outing

2009-04-23T16:15:00.007+08:00

Look at Mr. Arrogant.. Really speechless man.. Haha.. Tak boleh tahan... 'Chen de na tha mei pan fa'.. He really thought that he's a superstar... Lol!

Xin Tiao

Final Exam is back!

2009-04-23T03:11:00.002+08:00

Just a blink and the final is here! That was fast.. Haiz! Am I well prepare?? The answer is no.. No mood at all.. Each time I wanna start my revision.. My mind just push it off.. Telling me not to study.. Crap! What a pathetic mind I have?! Haiz! This coming Saturday will be the first day for my final.. OMG! How?! And on Sunday.. Swt! Just forget bout it.. Let's see how it goes la.. Not dare to think so much... Later end up feeling upset.. All I want is to go back to Melaka!!

I wanna go back to MELAKA!

Do you hear me?! Swt! I guess you didn't. And if you did also,you won't let me go back la.. Terrible..

PS: To whom it may concern..

True Colour??

2009-04-17T15:22:00.007+08:00

Surprisingly how human beings can change their moods/attitudes/behaviors that fast... Well,I should have know bout that... It just that I didn't expect it to be that fast.. Somehow it goes beyond my expectation.. Finally,I get to understand what do people mean by ' as time pass by,you'll see the true colour of your friend '...

First of all.. FRIENDS?? What does that word mean to you? It might be a simple word but yet it is strong enough to turn your world upside down... To me.. A friend will not turn my world upside down.. You might think that I'm naive but it's ok.. At least that's what I thought.. I love friends.. And I really do.. When I'm with them,somehow deep inside my heart.. I feel so secure.. They won't hurt me and in fact,they'll always be by my side whenever I need them.. But how do we get friends? Like people said,

"Strangers are friends waiting to happen."

You might bump into a stranger today and who knows.. One day,you two will meet up again and at that time,the both of you no longer be stranger to each other but FRIENDS.. So this is how we got friends - Through strangers..

Secondly,do you ever got hurt by one of your most trusted friends and you're still having trauma over it?? Then you shouldn't be upset towards that kind of friendship because

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

"Many people will walk in and out of your lives,but only true Friends leave
footprints in your heart."

He or she that had betrayed you is not your real friend.. So,why must you be upset over something that is fake?? Pack your stuff and leave the bad memories behind.. It is the right thing to do.. No point bringing yourself back to something which is not reality... But it does hurt a lot though it's fake.. Because we're human.. We have feelings.. Well,as long as you remember the real friend who walks into your life,leaving his/her footprints in your heart and didn't leave you behind when the whole world does.. It's more than enough to cure that hurt... ( I thanked God that I have two real friends with me when I really need those strength and courage to cure my heartache )

Thirdly,talking bout true colour at the top of the post.. Well,I might witnessed it a few times in my life when I'm still studying in primary or secondary school.. Just that it didn't leave a great impact to me.. But in college.. Somehow.. It does matter.. It really hurts a lot.. The feeling of secureness that I used to have just vanished.. And the trust that I used to cast upon that person has just gone with the wind.. It's just so terrible.. It teaches me one thing and the thing is - not to judge a person by its look.. He/She might look trustworthy and can be a good friend of yours.. But before you know that person true colour.. Please do not trust that person with all your heart.. Because if you did that and one day,you find out about that person's true colour... At that time,it's so much difficult to let go of the feeling and in the end,you'll get hurt... Trust me.. It will because I faced it before.

Last but not least,though it hurts.. I'll still cherish every moment/friendship that I once have with them.. Because no matter what.. They're still my friends.. I would like to end this post with a poem..

A friend is some one who reaches out for your

hand and touched your heart.

A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift.

A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift.

A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty,joy and grace.

And makes the world we live in a better and happier place.

Heartbeat - Xin Tiao

2009-04-12T14:06:00.002+08:00

Home alone

2009-04-11T20:52:00.004+08:00

Today I went to Annie's house with Ying. We went there to study but ended up talking. Ha ha.. I mean I ended up talking with Annie's mom. Anyway,I have no mood to study also because of the hungriness plus the hot weather.. I felt sleepy instead. Oh ya! I got one good news to share... I'm the first person ( besides her family ) that she fetch! Lol! Her driving skills not bad la.. Quite smooth and steady although you'll get some surprises from her.. Swt! Haha.. It's ok.. She's still new.. Will improve and become better.. Maybe in a few weeks time,she'll be able to drive like a professional.. Haha.. After that,I followed her to her house and now I'm home alone. They went out for a dinner organised by their church member. Too bad I can't follow.. Haha.. Never mind.. I rather be home alone today cause I'm kinda tired.. Wanna relax. Haha.. Ok la.. Wanna chao d.. The tv is waiting for me.. Haha.. Bye!

My grandparents

2009-04-09T00:42:00.004+08:00

My great grandmother.. She looks fierce huh??

This is my great grandfather.. Haha...

No idea who are they but I got this picture from my uncle's house...

My grandmother when she's young.. I have never met her before..

My grandmother when she's a bit 'old'

My grandfather when he's young.. My father looks like him.. Anyway,I never got a chance to meet him too..

My grandpa when he's matured.. Lol!

My uncle's wedding photo.. He looks like my dad.. Haha..

Melaka / My Advance Birthday Celebration

2009-04-08T20:51:00.006+08:00

My flower balloon specially make for me by the McD manager

My Grandma's one.. Supposed to be a dog but somehow ended up.. out of shape.. Lol!

The view from my seat in the double-decker bus

My cake

My 'second' cake from CF

Juat a quick reflect on my journey back to Melaka ~ I went back to my hometown last Thursday. It was kinda rush but I managed to buy 2 pm bus ticket. Really thanked God for that. The reason why I said that is because I finished lecture at 12 noon and instead of going to Pudu Raya straight away,I went to Jusco with YY and XF. YY crave for McD.. It's kind of early so I went with them thinking that I'll be able to make it on time to buy bus ticket and so on.. Met Oval and the rest at there.. After finished eating all,YY and I 'minta diri'. YY took bus back to her house whereas I took Lrt to Pasar Seni. It's already 1.45 pm by the time I reached Pasar Seni. I walked as fast as I can. Met one gal from group 9 at the Lrt and I decided to walked with her.. She's going back to her hometown too but different location la. When we're about to reach the bus station,she asked me to go first because she knows that I'm late. So I bid farewell to her and I walked so fast that I managed to purchased the ticket! But the bus is opposite of the road which means I have to cross the road! Afraid that the bus will leave,I quickly make my way there. To my surprise it's still there and it's a double decker bus! I never travel back to my hometown with that kind of bus before.. So I'm quite excited bout it.. Haha.. Lame.. Went into the bus and since it's free sitting.. I went and sit at the top. Front sit some more... Can see the whole view.. Haha.. After bout 2 hrs ++,I reached my hometown finally. Really miss my family so much... Can't wait to see them.. My dad and mom came and fetch me and we went to my grandma's house. After that,my dad brought us to McD. Swt! Afternoon McD evening McD - but evening one got free balloon.. Lol! Terrible.. Jelak d.. Make a date with my sister and we planned to meet later and have our dinner together. Bout 6 something,we met up and we had our wan tan mee.. You should try Melaka style one.. It's totally different with Kl style.. I love my Melaka one. You can hardly find it in KL.. No.. Is you can't find it at all.. Lol! After that we went shopping.. After shopping,makan time again.. Haha.. I ate so much.. Tak boleh tahan.. Anyway,I went to take my SPM cert. on Friday and met my pretty teacher. Miss her.. She still looked the same but she's getting prettier la.. Haha.. After that,go Old Town and had my enriched choc. all by myself. Pity me.. All my friends are busy with their studies.. So can't find anyone to accompany me.. Too bad YY and Kaka not around.. If not,we sure shop like mad one. Haha.. Since I have nowhere to go, I called up my dad to fetch me go somewhere else and I decided to stop by my uncle's place.. Had laksa over there and after that,dinner.. I thought it's just a normal dinner like how we used to have and to my surprise.. At the end of the dinner,there's an extra 'stuff'.. Cake!! Didn't thought that my sister's friend will buy a cake for me and they celebrated my birthday far too early.. Haha.. Anyway,Asther.. Thank you very much.. Really appreciate your effort.. I'll make sure that I'll try my best to go back on my birthday to receive another surprise from you just as you said.. Haha.. Swt! Anyway,on saturday morning,I woke up quite early around 7 something cause it's Ching Ming day. I followed my mum went to 'ta pao' pau for my aunt while my dad waiting in the car. After that,we went to my aunt's house to fetch her and we're on our way to the cemetery. Met my 1st,2nd,3rd,5th,6th uncles with their wives respectively and two cousins there.. Haha.. They do some cleaning and worshipping and so on... I'm not quite clear with it cause I don't involve myself in it.. So I just stand aside and look at them and chat with my uncles.. For your information,they're from my mother's side. Haha.. Big family huh?? Lol! After that,my sister brought my mom,granny and her friend go for lunch.. I'm included.. Haha.. We ate chicken rice.. So delicious.. Haha.. I love their chilies the most.. Very unique.. Yellow colour one.. Haha.. Swt! After that,I'm back! In KL..

Hilton Hotel

2009-04-08T19:32:00.005+08:00

Last Sunday,I went to Hilton Hotel with my aunt to have lunch with her customer. She told me that I'm going to follow her to meet her customer and have lunch together after church service but I didn't expected to have lunch at Hilton Hotel. We had dim sum.. The food was fantastic! I love the food so much. I crave for them and at last I can have my delicious dim sum. Haha.. Besides enjoying the food,I enjoyed the scenery too. Anyway,the waiter that served us quite good looking. Haha.. Swt! Ok la.. Let the photos do the talk..

CHYNNA

The Dim Sum Rest.

My plate and cutlery

Saw the chef??

Now he's gone..

Take a look at the kettle.. The 'mouth' is so long.. It really needs lots of training in order to use it..

The beautiful scenery

Old Town White Coffee

2009-04-08T18:51:00.006+08:00

Today we're suppose to go back at 12.30 p.m. but our lecture has been canceled and our tutor allowed us to leave early because she have to attend a meeting. So,we're totally free today. I have no idea where to go after the tutorial class and YY suggested Starbucks Coffee.. No.. Not again.. I don't wanna be hungry la... Their coffee will make my stomach busy strumming the guitar.. Swt! Anyway,since she wanted to,I decided to follow her but I'm not gonna have my breakfast there... I planned to have McD instead. Xing Fu went to play squash with his friend so he's not following us. Carmen wanna go back early so only left me and YY.. Suddenly Oval told us that he wanna follow us.. And we're kinda ok with it. So,we walked to the bus stop and waited for bout 2 minutes where suddenly he told us to take taxi. Lame! Early early don't wanna tell.. We have to walk back to the taxi stand. Terrible. Walk half way,he called Moron... Oval told us that Moron can fetch us there. So instead of walking to the taxi stand,we have to go to the ATM place and wait for Moron to come. Walk a few steps,someone called Oval. After that,Oval told us that he's not going with us anymore. He's going somewhere else. Swt! Teruk betul. Make us walk like nobody business. So YY and I have to walk back to the bus stop. I just only sit for a few seconds and Oval called me. I answered and he asked me whether wanna follow our classmates go makan not? So I asked YY and she's fine with it. So once again we have to walk back to the ATM place. Sigh! YY and I took Shih Huah's car. In the car,there's Shih Huah ( the driver ),Connie,Oval,YY and I. We're like going for a vacation because besides Shih Huah's car.. There're 3 more cars that travels along. Lol! We went to the Old Town White Coffee near the MU. We find place to sit and ordered our food and drinks. Altogether 14 of us ~ 7 guys ( Moron,Mickey,Tweety,Mr. Arrogant,Pineapple,Old man and Oval ) and 7 girls ( YY,WW,Shih Huah,Connie,Siew Hui,Swee Jia and Yingki ). Just like usual.. We make noise till the whole building wanna collapse. Haha.. After finish everything,we pay the bill and leave the place and everyone headed to their own destination respectively except for Moron they all ( Pineapple,Mr. Arrogant and Tweety excluded ) cause they went to CC to play DOTA. Lame! Guys ma.. What you expect?? They know nothing except DOTA.

Starbucks Coffee

2009-04-08T14:41:00.009+08:00

Starbucks Coffee

Want some??

Tower bla bla bla..

My sausage sandwich

Taste just like pizza.. Unbelievable huh??

See how many packets of sugar we took..

Just a short post to let all of you know that I went to Starbucks on Monday for the very first time ~ Well,what you expect? I'm not a coffee fan. Haha.. YY,XF and I went to the one at JJ. We went in and it's kinda weird cause what can we find in there except coffee and like what I said.. I'm not a coffee fan and YY and XF never been there before so it's their first time too.. So when it's time for us to order.. We're like 'er.. what to choose ah??' Swt! Haha.. Finally,after a few minutes of discussion.. I ordered Sausage Omelette Sandwich in Ciabatta bread and the other two took Minced Chicken Omelette Sandwich in Chili bread. Haha.. That's our sandwich name. And the three of us had the same drink.. COFFEE instead of LATTE. While waiting for our food and drink to arrive,we play a game that's available over there. I forgotten what it's called but it's something tower bla bla bla.. Haha.. I'm the first player and XF second.. Last but not least YY.. The game went smoothly until YY surrendered. Wakakaka.. Teruk betul so fast give up.. Lame la.. Haha.. After that,food and coffees arrived and we enjoyed ourselves... I like their sandwich.. It taste great. Just like pizza.. Yummy... And the coffee.. Well,I have to add sugar in it cause it taste so bitter and I can hardly taste any sweetness in it even though I've already added 4 packets of sugar.. This is lame. Wanted to add more but can't cause I don't wanna end up having diabetes due to Starbucks's coffee.. Anyway,it's a good experience trying their coffee. And thanks to them ( the coffee ).. I'm hungry like mad for the rest of the day although I have taken my breakfast and lunch.. YY felt the same thing too. After drinking their coffee,somehow our stomach digest food super fast compare to the other normal day. Haha.. Interested to know more? Read YY's one. ^-^

Cannes Tea House

2009-04-01T19:19:00.006+08:00

I went to Cannes Tea House today with Xing Fu and YY. It's my second time anyway. I went with Kaka,YY and Daniel for the first time. Haha.. The food was great.. I mean depends la.. I ate Tom Yam fried rice when I went there for my first time and I really liked it. Well,today I'm sorta fancy spaghetti and in their menu,they have a unique dish called 'Fried Spaghetti with Chicken'.. Wow! Fried spaghetti??!! I never try and hear bout that before.. Sounds delicious and good to me.. Hmmm... Yummy! After deciding what to eat.. We placed our orders and while waiting for the food,we talked about an interesting topic... I wanna tell you guys what topic is that but I'm afraid I can't.. Sorry ya.. It's a secret.. Haha.. Swt! We talked and talked and talked... And finally! YY's food arrived! Terrible.. I'm so hungry.. Why la they don't cook mine first?? But they are quite efficient la.. Cause not long after that,there comes my Fried Spaghetti!!! But to my disappointment,it's not like what I've expected it to be.. Haiz! It's something like KFC~Kung Fu Chao.. Got onions some more.. Wtt! Ok la.. Don't talk bout that first. Let's talk bout Xing Fu.. He's so pity.. Waiting for his food patiently and *ten ten ten ten*... Here's come the food but too bad not his.. Lol! He thought it was his food but see see... French fries.. Wakakaka... He looks so disappointed.. Ya.. Just like how I acted at first cause we both are really hungry.. Like what people always say 'A super hungry fella is a super angry fella'... Lol! After waiting for some time,his food finally arrived from faraway land.. Haha... I tried mine and actually is not that bad as I think it is la... Just that I dislike the onions... Very much... I finished all the spaghetti but I didn't eat the onions.. Cause it's too much d.. Can't force myself.. Later vomit lagi susah.. Swt! After finished eating all,YY and XF do some revisions and I pula copy the notes that I missed out from YY. And just like usual.. Whenever there's Wan Wei.. There's laughter.. Lol! We are quite noisy la but not that noisy.. Understand? Haha.. About 5 something... We left the place and YY and I make our way to college cause we wanna do some so called 'revision' but actually I wanna online and YY pula.. tengah sleeping like nobody business.. Teruk betul! Haha.. She must be in her dreamland now.. Wonder what she dreams about?? Haha.. Anyway,I better don't disturb her.. Ssshhhhh... Be quiet! If not,she'll get up and whack me.. Lol! - You have no idea how aggressive she is... Don't ever mess with her especially when she don't get enough sleeps.. Haha.. Ok la.. That's all for today.. Will post some photos in my next blog.. Stay tuned! Have a nice day!

I'm drinking my Jasmine Green Tea

YY posing with my drink

Xing Fu and Xing Fu Jie

Our drinks and jellies

Just Jelly

I'm eating jelly.. Hmm.. Yummy..

My Tom Yam Fried Rice

Kaka and I ordered the same food

I miss the fried rice

Daniel so cute la.. Shy shy cat betul..

Swt! What's she doing?? Like a statue only. Lol!

Me at Cannes Tea House during the first visit

YY

My So-called Fried Spaghetti

Like (KFC) only..

Last but not least.. My dessert.. Chocolate ice-cream

Poker Face - Lady Gaga

2009-04-01T19:02:00.003+08:00

Mum mum mum mah

I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays

Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)

Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start

And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh

I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,

I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my,

Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face

(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face

(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face

(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face

(Mum mum mum mah)

I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be

A little gambling is fun when you're with me (I love it)

Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun

And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun, fun

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh

I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,

I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my, Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face

(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read myCan't read my

No he can't read my poker face

(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face

(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face

(Mum mum mum mah)

I won't tell you that I love you

Kiss or hug you

Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin

I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning

Just like a chick in the casino

Take your bank before I pay you out

I promise this, promise this

Check this hand cause I'm marvelous

Can't read my, Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face

(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read myCan't read my

No he can't read my poker face

(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read my, Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face

(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read myCan't read my

No he can't read my poker face

(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read my, Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face

(She's got to love nobody)

Can't read myCan't read my

No he can't read my poker face

(She's got to love nobody)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face

(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face

(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face

(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face

(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face

(Mum mum mum mah)

P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face

(Mum mum mum mah)

Hot N Cold - Katy Perry

2009-04-01T02:27:00.005+08:00

You change your mind

Like a girl changes clothes

Yeah, you PMS like a b***h

I would know

And you always think

Always speak cryptically

I should know

That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right

It's black and it's white

We fight, we break up

We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no

You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync

The same energy now's a dead battery

Used to laugh 'bout nothing

Now you're plain boring

I should know

That you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right

It's black and it's white

We fight, we break up

We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no

You,but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor

Got a case of a love bipolar

Stuck on a rollercoaster

Can't get off this ride

You change your mind

Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right

It's black and it's white

We fight, we break up

We kiss, we make up

'Cause you're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down

You're wrong when it's right

It's black and it's white

We fight, we break up

We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no

You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

You're hot then you're cold

You're yes then you're no

You're in and you're out

You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

Boat Boat !!

2009-03-31T22:30:00.004+08:00

I'm suppose to go CF today but I didn't. Terrible huh? Sigh! I'm having some boat fever.. And since I managed to invite Skeleton along since he applied leave d.. So we planned to go for boat boat.. Didn't see him for such a long time d.. So wanna catch up with him.. Haha.. At first,only me,YY,Xing fu and Skeleton going.. After we reached at the boat shop,we make a call asking Moron they all whether wanna come and join us not... And they said ok.. We waited for them... ~ YY and I went to somewhere la so left Skeleton and Xing Fu only. We came back but we only saw Xing Fu.. I asked where's Skeleton.. XF said he went to buy something.. And the worst part of all,XF ate before us.. I mean he start 'wallaping' all the food first without waiting for the rest la.. Terrible.. But I understand la.. Poor XF.. His stomach must be strumming the guitar like nobody business at that time.. Haha.. Swt! Cause we kinda didn't have our lunch.. Attending class from 10 a.m. till 4 p.m. Not long after that Moron,Pineapple and Old man came.. Moron acted as if he tak pernah makan boat boat.. Pity him.. Living in jungle all this while.. Lol! We called the Yin Yang type.. So we have two types of soup.. I took the Tomyam one.. Spicy man. Tak boleh tahan.. Haha.. Didn't eat that much cause you know la.. What you expect if you have two dinosaurs ( Moron and Pineapple ) sharing food with you?? It's fortunate enough for me that I'm able to taste a bit of the soup. Anyway,Old man is so terrible... He gave me tauhu which I don't like.. Told him that I don't want d and he still wanna put in my bowl.. Some more said people give must take la wat la.. Lame.. After that,he took 'fishball' for me.. Swt! Treating me like a 'Budak' la now?? I got hand k.. Two some more.. Haha.. Anyway,thanks la. But don't ever give me tauhu anymore la.. Give meatball or other thing la. Why of all the things must give me tauhu?? Terrible! Saying I'm 'lembik' like a tauhu la.. Pathetic betul. By the way,Old man sudah tak boleh diubati.. Told him d that I don't want tauhu but yet he still took another one and put in my bowl. Swt! I'm speechless. Anyway,to finish up the story,we finished up the food and we paid the bill and we left the boat restaurant. Habis cerita! Wakakaka! I love boat boat!

Earth Hour

2009-03-29T01:01:00.002+08:00

Earth hour has already over and do all of you play your part?? Well,I did.. I was at outside during that time having my dinner but I managed to participate in it for about 30 minutes cause there's still time for me to do so when I got home. Instead of turning on the light,my aunt lit the candles. So romantic ~ too bad my prince charming's not with me.. Lol! Swt! Anyway,I wanna take a shower but I couldn't on the light. And it was so dark! I can't see anything when I went into the bathroom but luckily my aunt gave me a candle to brighten up the bathroom. So I managed to take a shower without having to wait for the Earth Hour thing to finish. This suddenly reminds me of Christ Jesus our Lord and Saviour.. Imagine... The dark bathroom is the time when we have our difficulties in lives.. And my aunt as Jesus came and gave us light... The sentence ' I managed to take a shower without having to wait for the Earth Hour thing to finish' simply means after He came into my life brighten my path.. I managed to received eternal life from Jesus without having to wait till the end of the world.. He indeed a True God! Praise the Lord!

Chocolate

2009-03-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

Really have no idea wanna blog bout what.. Since I'm thinking bout chocolate.. So why don't I blog bout it... As you all know,I'm a bit down last few days due to emo-ness.. Wanted to cure my emo-ness but I can't find any solution. There're many things that flow in and out through my pathetic mind and I really dislike it cause my brain don't get enough rest. So I ended up being emo.. I tell you.. That feeling's really terrible till you wanna sleep like a sleeping beauty and never wanna get up unless you found the solution. YY faced the same thing as I did but whether the content is the same.. I don't know.. Things aren't work out the way I want it to be.. It's just too complicated till I don't know what should I do.. Prayer do calm me but when I being left alone again... It just appear... Cracking my brain.. Oh gosh! Just hate it.. Thinking hard what's the solution.. I thought of something.. Chocolate.. Does chocolate really brings happiness to those who ate it?? Do they?? I'm curious. If yes,I really wanna eat them each time I feel down. If not,what's the point of taking them and you're still emo ~ besides getting fat lah.. Sigh! Some chocolates taste bitter and some taste sweet.. Whatever it is,I'm just curious bout it.. Because of curiousity,I went and have a chocolate.. It tasted so sweet and that out of sudden,I forgotten all the emo-ness.. That's the great part of it.. But the sad thing is.. after that the emo-ness will return once the chocolate melt in your mouth.. That's terrible. I guess I have to buy loads of chocolates and stuff them in my mouth to get rid of my emo-ness..

Emo-ness

2009-03-26T02:29:00.000+08:00

Feeling emo for a few days.. Thoughts are running through my mind.. Dislike the situation I am in right now.. So sorry to those who I accidentally hurt/offend/scold ya.. Especially YY and Kaka.. Thanks for bearing with me.. Sorry if I make you both feeling down..

A video of an outing

2009-03-26T02:16:00.000+08:00

Photos of class outing

2009-03-26T01:58:00.000+08:00

3rd Semester Class Outing

2009-03-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

I was having a break ( FOM lecture ) for 5 minutes and I went to the back to meet some of my lame classmates. We're thinking where to go for our lunch cause we didn't have our brunch.. So kinda hungry. After talking craps for bout 3 minutes ( their specialization ), finally I suggest to them 'bak kut teh' cause I kind of fancy it. And they were ok with it. So we met outside DKC after finished FOM lecture. We're like stray cats and dogs ~ those without transport cause we don't know which car should we follow.. So we're like standing at one corner discussing bout it. There were 3 choices at that time - (Moron,Tweety and Mickey)'s cars. Finally,Pineapple,YY and I took Moron's car. Old man,CCF,Xing Fu and Siew Hui followed Tweety. Last but not least,Oval and Connie 'ikut' Mickey. We went to Wangsa Maju there ( I'm the navigator ) and Moron managed to park his car. Bingo! You have no idea how hard it is to find a car park.. Tweety managed to find one too.. I'm so proud of you my didi! Haha.. Keep it up! Swt.. But too bad for Mickey.. He have no parking. So Moron asked him to park behind his. Before he manage to park,I told them one bad news.. The shop is closed!! Wtt! So all of us was like WHAT! Haha.. CCF said somewhere there got one 'bak kut teh' shop too.. Further up a bit la... They wanna drive up there. Swt! So lazy.. I told them that parking is hard to find so why don't we park here and walk up. Haha.. At first they were like hesitating la but I managed to persuade them.. And Thanked God that Mickey got parking at last! Haha.. He don't need to park behind Moron's car d.. We walked up and to our disappointment again,the shop is closed too! Terrible! I wanna eat 'bak kut teh' so much! Well,not that much la.. Some sort of fancy mancy... I'm not the only one k.. They wanna eat too especially old man. Haha.. CCF suggested that we eat pan mee. He said that the pan mee was great.. In order to fill our empty stomach as fast as we can,we decided to eat pan mee lo although I don't really fancy it. He brought us there and surprisingly it was the same shop that YY and I went to last time ~ Fancy Mee Corner. We went in and we combined three tables. Oh ya! Forgotten to mention one thing.. We met Mr. Arrogant on the way up the hill to the CCF 'bak kut teh' shop. Quite shocked but were happy to see him around. We settled down at our place respectively and CCF took down our orders like a waiter.. Lol! Too bad no salary for him. But it's ok la.. At least you gained experience on how to become a waiter. Rite? Haha.. While waiting for our food,we were busy taking photos of everyone.. There were 13 of us.. So we ruled the place cause we're the noisiest. Tak boleh tahan.. They kept on messing my hair.. Swt! Terrible! I emo d still wanna disturb me.. But I tried not to show my emo-ness to them la.. After all,it's an outing.. So we should have fun.. Food arrived and everyone have their share except ME! How in this world can that happen!? CCF la.. Poor waiter.. Sad to say but you fail d la.. Cannot become waiter.. Go find other job.. Swt! So have to reorder mine and everyone's enjoying their food like nobody business.. Pity me! My stomach busy strumming the guitar. Finally,my pan mee arrive.. But by that time I got my food,no appetite d. So I ate the slowest. Everyone finished their food and I still eating. B4 left early - after photo session finished cause he wanna meet his friends. Left 12 of us lo.. Moron can't wait to leave so I ask him to go back first.. Some followed his car.. Tweety left after him.. In the end,left Xing Fu,Mickey,Old man,CCF and Oval with YY and me. I asked them to leave first ~ don't need to wait for us cause YY and I not following Mickey's car.. So a few minutes later,all of them gone... Left me and YY.. We walked back to college.. Saw CCF and walk with him till his villa. Both of us continued our journey to college.. Reached college and we went to CITC.. That's the end of the outing... An outing full of happiness with a little bit of emo-ness. Fair and square. Photos will be up after this.

A short blog

2009-03-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

Just a quick glance on what's happening to me last week:

I fell down at college... Swt.. That's terrible.. It's raining cats and dogs at that time.. So it's kinda slippery.. Anyway,my knee blue black only.. Nothing serious happened. Sigh! Luckily no one witness it except YY la.. Swt. So pai seh.. But I still thanked God that I'm alright.
Nearly die on Saturday ( 14 March 2009 ) around 3 p.m. at Bangsar Lucky Garden. I went to have my lunch with one of my aunt's staff at there. But who knows tragedy nearly occur.. You know what happen?? Ok. Let me tell you. There were a few stalls in a shop. So,I ordered pig intestine soup with rice as my lunch from one of the stalls. The kopitiam was fully occupied so I have to share table with an Indian couple. About 3o to 45 minutes later,I heard a scream. I looked at the direction where the scream came from... And you know what I saw?? An Indonesian gal was covering her ears and screamed like nobody business. I was so blur wondering what's going on when I looked at her.. And the next thing I saw will shaken all of you.. It's the gas pipe! Erm... How should I describe it?? Well,you know water pipe?? If you release it and due to the high pressure.. It'll some sort of like flying... And that's what happening to the gas pipe ( the tube that connects to the gas ). It came off and it's like flying.. I got scared.. Holding my chinese tea not knowing what to do.. The next thing I know is instead of running away saving my life... I made a stupid decision. I put down my tea and OMG! I closed my ears. Haha.. Very lame of me. Everyone was so panic getting away from that gas thing but I just stood there with my ears closed. Swt! Thanked God that the gas didn't explode! Seeing that nothing happen,the people started to move to their places and settled down ~ Human nature... what you expect?? I did the same thing too. The Indian man who shared the same table with us came back and sat down. He was so mad. He told us what happened. He said that the Indonesian gal was so stupid! She turned on the gas and seeing that the gas pipe came off and she still wanna lit up the fire! Oh gosh! She wanna kill us is it?? Teruk betul.. So brainless. Luckily,the fire didn't lit up. If not,I won't be here blogging d. I really wanna thanked God for saving all of us and that I managed to finished up the food before that thing happened. Lol! And it's the same stall that I ordered my food from. Sigh! The lady boss still can eat when that thing happen.. Wtt! I really don't understand these people la.. That Indian man also said that he have to go there and direct the Indonesian gal to turn off the gas! So you can imagine how dangerous it was at that time. Instead of turning off the gas as fast as possible,she's wasting her time screaming and covering her ears. Lame! They only care what happen to their families and whenever it's bout the public.. They just ignore it... Acting as if it's none of their business.. That's so selfish.. Haiz! And I heard from the Indian man saying that one of the people got burned. I'm not sure which part got burn la.. I think it's somewhere near the hair and face. That's terrible! What an experience!

A class outing at Mid Valley

2009-03-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

The above photos are the results of the outing today. Haha.. There were 8 of us ( 4 girls and 4 boys ). We went to eat Korean food at lower ground of the Gardens ( actually YY and I ate only cause the rest just only had their lunch or so called 'brunch' at Mcd while waiting for us to arrive ). Swt.. So impatient betul. Haha.. Anyway,they rugi cause the food was good. They missed out. Too bad. Who ask them not to wait for me?? ( I'm like the tourist guide ) Lol.. After that shop for a while at Mid Valley and then went to watch 4.30 pm movie - Love Matters. So funny la.. Haha.. But only for 18 years old and above la if you wanna watch.. If you're not,I'm sorry.. You can't watch. Haha.. Swt. Everyone felt hungry after that movie. So we went to the Gardens food court - Food Garden. Three of them ate Italian food,Brandon,YY and I ate Teppanyaki,the other two ate Korean food and Curry mee respectively. The food was fantastic! Really enjoyed myself today though I got bullied by the pathetic boys ( B4 and B5 ).. Haha.. Swt! Anyway,after finished eating,all of us headed home cause it was quite late d. Haha.. That's all for today's post. Good Nite!